you put her on a pedestal. you love her,you adore her. you wanted her to be your world. then you watch and wait,for a slip, a split second when her guard is down. you will tear her into pieces just to claim a fragment of her story. no one can be perfect all the time. so why do you expect her to be any diffrent? why do you hold her to an impossible standard? why do you take it personally when she contradicts the version of herself, that exist only in your head? you think you know her,that she owes you somehow. that her existence is only relevant to yours. but she is her own person. she lives and she breathes, she hopes and she dreams. she has a life, a family, a purpose. and she doesn't own anyone a damn thing.
euphorya was your average college athlete she was a A-B student. she was an all around sports person. she played volleyball,track and field,softball and her favorite sport of all was basketball. she was pretty popular among the collage. and not to mention she was very pretty and carried herself as a well dressed stud. Thats until she met jayden. jayden was a beautiful mixed stud who had a very nice aura around others. she is a very famous lesbian media influencer, and everyone adored her and wanted to be with her. and that's the problem. she doesn't do relationships. she doesn't open her heart up to anyone. she is antisocial and reserved and people envied her because they thought she was just some stuck up stud. but she was the total opposite.
after summer break......
euphorya's pov
"welcome back students. i hope you had an amazing summer, its time to get back into the learning spirit and i hope you are all excited as i am, this year we-" mr.smith came to a stop as she heard a knock at the door and enter a mysterious stud. she was beautiful i'll give her that. but as soon as i saw her face a bit more clear. i couldn't believe who it was..... jayden fucking stovall. she was my favorite lesbian influencer. i never missed one of her lives she was just so.... diffrent and that's what drew me to her. i was pulled out of my thoughts when my best friend through a piece of paper at me. "she's hot as fuck, was this the milky way!? the girl you couldn't stop talking about." she asked me smiling. she couldn't remember her name so we had to improvise. "yes that's her nya, isn't she beautiful." i said staring at the girl who is still talking to the teacher. "she sure is." i said "well class we have a new student. jayden. make sure you welcome her to the class."mr.smith said with a smile. "she's hot, i wanna make her mine." i heard lyric say and that made my blood boil. lyric was the biggest whore in the school and so was her group of friends she has been hitting on me in high school but i never gave her the satisfaction of being with me or even fucking her. she's nasty and i didnt want no part of it and the worst part she not even gay. i hate fake gays that made my blood boil even more. i was soon pulled out of my thoughts when i heard mr.smith said"there is a open seat in front of euphorya. euphorya can you please raise your head."he said looking at me. i raised my hand and then came jayden coming to sit in front of me."hey, euphorya nice to meet you i'm jayden but everyone calls me jay." "oh,i know who you are." i said in my head. "nice to meet you jay. people call me phora for short by the way. i said looking back at my book "oh well phora, you should swing by my place im throwing a luh party tonight." she said "oh,bhet i'll try to make it" i said giving her a smile "gimme ya phone" she said. i gave her my phone with no hesitation and she when to my contacts and added her number. "there you go ill text you the address and what time it starts." she said and gave me a wink. "t-thank you." i barely managed to get out of my mouth. that us so embarrassing i hate when this shit happens the bell rung and that means it was time to go home. as soon as i got home i fell on my bed and went into a deep slumber. hours later i was awoken by a loud ringing noise and i jolted out my sleep only to realize it was my phone. it was jayden i jumped up and answer it only to be greeted with a loud background and jayden yelling. "aye yo you coming over or what. its lit as fuck over here and we finna start a game and ima send you the location." jayden saud and with that she hung up, a few seconds later i got a text from her and then i got up to get ready. i took a short 10 min shower and then i put on my favorite outfit that consist of some black skinny jeans and a white tee with some white air forces. i put on my earrings and necklace and then got my keys and wallet. i got into my car and i drove off to the location that jay had sent me earlier. i just hope this party is worth it. i got to the location and when i tell you that place was big, it was big. "damn." i said as i drove into the gates and i saw a lot of people like i expected and that's when my anxiety went through the roof. "you made it just in time." i saw jay walking out the house with a solo red cup in her hand." she looked good, she had on a white turtleneck and a pair of grey jeans and some white forces. her dreads were braided back and i could tell she just got a new cut. she looked so good. jay caught me staring a bit too long and she pulled me out a daze. "uhh maybe we should go in and get the game started."she said walking back to the door and i followed behind her. as we walked in i could see everybody staring. this was weird.......
to be continued........
