Chapter 1
I wish I were a little girl again because skinned knees are easier to .fix than a broken heart.
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Say logan that you are afraid of me. Say it. You loser " Luke screamed at logan while pulling him up by his collar.
"Luke ....... I'm sorry......... Leave me please " logan said crying. Luke beat him hard because of what he did moments ago . . He is 13 years old but he can't stand against the extra strong 9-year-old boy. The other kids watched the two boys fight each other.
"LUKE " Emma shouted at her son while walking to him.
Luke leaned to Logan's ear and whispered " The one and the only person who I'm scared of is, walking to me now and it's my mom ". He left Logan's collar. Logan fell to the ground. He stood up and ran away. Other kids who were watching them Ran to their classroom.
Emma POV
"LUKE " I shouted as I saw my son holding the collar of another boy, who looks older than him. Oh, GOD. This boy. I can't believe what he is doing, it's not something that I haven't seen before but look at the boy. I'm gonna punish him today for beating up people who angered him.
"Luke what do you think you are doing ??" I asked him as I stood in front of him folding my hands in front of my chest. I came here for the PTM and what I saw pissed me off.
"M-Mom h-he was ah we were p-playing-" he stuttered.
"You two were playing, Don't lie to me luke I'm your mother. Tell me the truth now."
"Mom I didn't do anything wrong. I was just sitting there calmly and suddenly Logan and his friends come and started bullying me. I stood up and went to another seat then he and his friends started telling everyone that I'm afraid of him and I'm a cry baby. So, i -" he stopped.
"So you beat the shit out of him, right " I completed.
"Yeah," he said.
"I can't believe you almost killed the boy. What if something had happened to him, You know what!!!!. I'll lecture you later. I came here for the PTM. I want to talk to your teacher about your behavior and your marks."I said holding his hand and leading him to the teacher's room.
"Good Morning, Ms. Williams, have a seat please, " The teacher said as she saw me.
"Thank u, Ma'am. I want to talk about my son, his grades, and his behavior." I asked expecting an answer which I already knew.
"Ms. Williams, you know your son is very good in class, he is very punctual and responsible. But his temper is so much. He can't control his anger." she said.
"Ohh, did he do anything wrong?"
"Yes., he beat up the kids who disrespected him and angered him. He broke Kane's nose. Kane was bleeding. We took him to the school medical room. I didn't tell you because Luke told me that you are very busy and taking too much stress because of your work. I thought I'll tell you later."
I looked at my son.
"OK. Ma'am. thank you. I need to go now. I'll try my best to make his behavior better, Bye "I told her and got out of the room dragging him out of the room
"Mom, mom don't trust her. She is a liar. She complains about students even if they don't do anything wrong. she is also a relative of Kane that's why she was supporting him. I didn't beat him so hard " he said.
"Ok, then what did you do to him ?? "
"I-i at first I kicked him on his stomach he fell down but then he stood up again so I punched him on the nose but not too strong "
He makes excuses like this. He reminds me of him.
"Ok let's go "
He got into my car. I opened the driver's seat, get in, and started driving. Every time I look at Luke I remember him.
The last time I saw him was almost 10 years ago. My ex-husband.
Flashback.
"Get out of my house you fucking whore. Never come In front of me. You killed my baby " he said throwing me to the road.
I tried my best to not fall on my stomach and not to put any pressure on my abdomen.it'll affect the fetus.
I stood up.
"Who wants to live with a manwhore like you. Go to hell daniel "
I screamed at him and turned away. Before turning away I saw Liya looking at me through the window with hatred but then she smirked at me.
Fucking whore !!!
Daniel closed the gate and went inside his house. I don't want to stand here anymore, so I started walking aimlessly.
I don't have any place to go. I don't have parents. Not Even a friend here.
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I was walking through the streets aimlessly. Homeless, alone depressed, and pregnant that what's I'm now.
I found out Daniel was cheating on me with his ex-fiancee 2 months ago. When I asked her about their relationship she got angry and pushed me. I was pregnant, I can't lose my baby. If I fall it will harm the baby. So while preventing myself from falling I pushed Liya.
Liya fell on the floor, at the exact time Daniel entered the room. "Emma what's the fuck you think, you are doing ??"
He ran to Liya and picked her up she fainted. He picked her up in bridal style and took her to his bedroom. He called the doctor. He was pacing in his room. sometimes looking at his watch or checking on Liya. After a few minutes, the doctor came. After the check-up, the doctor told Daniel.
"Sorry, sir. She fell with so much pressure on her abdomen, the fetus is gone "
After the doctor was gone. Daniel looked at me with rage-filled eyes. He has never looked at me like that.
"You slut you killed my baby. How dare you "
I didn't know she was pregnant with Daniel's baby.
"For God's sake, I didn't know she was pregnant. And one more thing and I'm not a slut. It's you a manwhore here. You were fucking another woman behind my back."
"Shut up you bitch. Don't raise your voice in front of me. you have no right to do that. I don't consider a slut as my wife."
"I'm not a slut. The only man I laid with was you. I'm your wife. You cheated on me. She was pregnant with your baby Daniel!!!!. Who is the man whore here? And she, A woman who fuck a married man is a slut." I said looking into his eyes with rage.
"SHUT UP YOU WHORE. "
He come to me and pulled me by my arm.
"Get out of my house you slut "
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He was lying to me all the time. She was pregnant with his baby. He was taking care of her, Not me, Now I know why he was coming home late than usual.
I don't have any money, not even a job. He would never let me do a job. He always told me"Emma, you don't need to do a job. Look I've got a lot of money, I can take care of you. Love".
I'm gonna die on the street. Suddenly rain started pouring with lightning and thunder. Ohh now I'm going to be sick and die on the street. I haven't eaten anything since afternoon. I'm getting tired every moment.
Suddenly I saw 3 girls talking to each other on the other side of the street inside a cafe. The walls of the cafe are transparent and I can see them. The blonde-haired girl sitting on the chair on the side of the glass looked at me. Her face changed expression as she saw. She felt pity for me.
"Help," I said as loud as I can. My knees went weak. I leaned on the wall next to me. I don't want to fall and harm my baby. I saw the 3 girls running to me in panic. I tried my best to keep conscious.
"Are you okay ??, what happened to you ??" The red-headed girl asked me. I tried to answer them. But I can't.my eyes are heavy and my legs and hands felt like noodles. Black spots appeared in my vision. The girls tried to pick me up. But darkness pulled me in its embrace.
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I need to forget him he is a cheater, a man whore. He dumped me. I would never forgive him. I don't want my child to have a father like him.
I drove to my house. Luke has Tuition today. So he ran to his room to get ready. He is very punctual.
I need to change too. I had So many meetings with various business investors today. Ufff. How much hard it was to prove that I'll be giving 20% profit of the new project to everyone. They need signed documents.
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After changing my outfit to casuals. I made tea for Luke. He needs tea every evening. Before he went for his tuition it's necessary. He drank his tea and said goodbye with a kiss on my cheek. And ran to his tuition center near my house.
After some time he was gone. I heard a car horn from my porch.
Who is here at this time ???
The doorbell rang and when I opened the door it was none - other than my friend Tori.
One of those girls who helped me that night. They are my besties now.
"Where the fuck were you, Emma, I called you about 100 times but you didn't pick up," she said getting inside.
"Ufff I was having so many meetings that's why I'm sorry "
"Oh yeah. Meeting, meeting, meeting always a meeting. Why don't you go outside and date a handsome man? You are a single woman. You are so beautiful any man will fall on their knees for you" she said dreamily.
"Shut up Tori. I once did what you told me to. I dated a man and he =" she cut me off.
"He was so handsome and I heard you screaming his name from outside the room," she said winking at me.
She was standing outside the hotel room !!!
"Hey Emma it's not what you think, I was just passing by and heard you that's it." She said reassuring me !!
Really !!!!! that man sucked the soul out of me. I wanted to forget daniel and these girls suggested me that. His name was Jack and he was so rough and big
I would never date anyone in my future, not even a one-night stand.
"Ok, Tori why are you here ??" I asked her.
"'You know Emma, Andrew told me. His mom wants to meet me. You know what,? , I'm going to meet my boyfriend's mother tonight it's like The coochie he came from vs the coochie he cum in." She said.
"Oh yeah, the war between WAPS " I murmured.
"Emma shut up. How can you say that ??? You are so dirty sometimes...let's come to the point. I need a beautiful dress for tonight. You have so many fashion companies. Right. ?? So Give me a beautiful dress. I'll pay. Please. """. She looked at me with puppy eyes.
"OK, I'll give you one. Do you need a dress with V-neck or sweetheart neck or -"
"No-No I need a dress with a U-neck. I'm going to meet his mother not him "
"Ok, the dress will be ready in 1 hour. And one more thing you're size is small right ??"
"Yeah. Mine S (small)
"OK," I said checking new trending girl's dresses with U-neck in my company on my phone.
"Emma "
"Hmm"
"Will you date any guy in the future. ?"
"No, I won't "
"Emma I'm serious"
"I don't know Tori. I don't think I can trust any man in the future" I said honestly.
"But Emma you know, Luke, He needs a father. Someone who can guide him. A child needs his/her both parents"
"I don't think so."
"But Emma-" I cut her off.
"No Tori. You know what happened to me in the past. It's very hard for me to move on"
"Emma. The past is a waste paper and you are still reading it."
"Tori I can't"
"OK, I'm not forcing you now. Emma, you know what !! My ex left me with a broken heart. But I still moved on."
"Tori Your ex left you, only Heartbroken. But mine left me with his child who looks exactly like him. How can I move on? We aren't the same tori."
"Ok"
