Where it started
"Ayla get ready for school! I know its your first day at a new school and you're not happy but get up!" I heard my mom for the fifth time I swear.
All I wanted to do it act dead-motionless . I hate that we had to move , I hate that we have to stay in this stupid place I thought to myself .
I guess I have to get up , be ready . It can't get any worse than it already is right?
When I finally got my school clothes on I stood infront of the mirror . I look fat was my first thought. Knowing myself I skipped breakfast and waited in the car.
Everything seemed dark, nothing like I use to see it . The blue sky and chirping birds , all it brings now if a deafening headache !
What a beautiful mindset for a 11 year old girl that hasn't even gotten her period.
I was nervous walking into the school , seeing all these face I didn't know and having to make new friends was not a priority right now.
After the first period I could feel the anxiety rise inside me. Building up waiting to tumble down I took a breath and smiled - weird I know. I had to pep talk myself.
Everything is fine , they are just kids just like me. This time is different they won't be mean they don't know me . Just calm down , no bad vibes! FOCUS
The day just could end any slower and it wasn't even Monday?
Just when I thought this day can't get any worse someone talks to me, it's not that I don't like people I just socialize much .
" So you're the new girl?" this frumpy rugby big boy asked
Not in the mood to answer I just nodded my head and hoping he gets the message but no that was not enough so he can just leave
"Are you really our age? I don't want to offend you but you look older than most these girls."
Oh God not this please just strike him with lighting or something I said to myself
"I'm 11. Unless you are like 9 or something " I replied sarcastically hoping he can buzz off and that God will have my back today.
"Gosh, I didn't know you would be sassy. I like you my name is Mitchell, if you need help getting around I'm always on the rugby field on the right side . Bye Ayla!"
WTF! was my first reaction. A guy talking to me ? All the boys in my old school called me fat and this Mitchell guy says he likes me . I mentally face palmed myself at the thoughts that crossed my head because I don't need that fairy tale crap eating at me again.
