Summary
This is my story, told as I lived it. With all of the bumps, bruises and scars along the way. It is not polished or glamorous but it is my story and I feel that it is time for it to be told, not because I want the attention or fame, but because maybe my experience could help someone else that is going through a similar situation to know that they are not alone. Just maybe someone could learn from my mistakes and save themselves the pain that I went through. If the telling of my story can save one person from pain or feeling as though the are alone in the world then it will be worth telling. I might be posted them out of order and then moving chapters to be in order as I
