Chapter 1
As usual, I was busy with my wattpad stories, trying to update Eternal Destiny and I freaking hate myself. I always get new story ideas when I'm in the middle of my current book. I was fighting with myself when my best friend, Nafiza dropped a message.
"Hii" I could already sense her hype. She is super crazy, that makes us even more crazier when we are together.
"Hi, how are you?"
"I'm good, how are you"
"All well, so....what's up?" I sent back a reply and notice that the typing from her side took forever.
"Nafi? What's wrong?" I did get a little upset. Bet when she replied, I got the shock of my lifetime.
"Fizza, Moshin is getting suicidal thoughts," I stared at the screen for quite some time before replying.
"Moshin? Our Moshin? Tanzif's friend?" I was so shocked when she said this.
"Yes, our Moshin,"
"Why? What's wrong with him?" Now I had to divert my attention and focus here.
"He broke up with his girlfriend," the typical reason for suicide. I slammed my head with my palm.
"Seriously? She's not the only girl alive! What's gotten into him?" I tried being casual but within me, there was anger boiling at the reason for Moshin to get suicidal.
"We are trying our best, but just doesn't want to listen to us. Tanzif and I, both are trying." I could feel her getting desperate and angry. Which is justified because Moshin wasn't the kind of guy who would give up so easily.
"So, what now?"
"Can you help, please?" I thought for a while after this reply from her.
"What can I do to help him, if he is not listening to his best friends then I'm not match and we don't even talk to each much."
"Please Fizza, just a little help, we don't want to lose him, please?" Igave it a second thought. I'm not much of a calm person, IL try to be nice only twice but if I had to explain the same thing again, boy....expect a full explosion.
"Fine, but only once," I set a condition to which she agreed.
"Ok, that will be enough for now, I guess,"
"Ok, make a group and add me," Nafi immediately created a group on messenger and added me.
Everyone said hi, hello and the same thing started again when I asked Moshin what's going on with him.
"I just don't want to live anymore," I kinda felt his pain but I wasn't supposed to get emotional now. I had to be tough, like I always behave.
"Moshin, listen, why are you thinking of such things, don't...it's her loss she left you, why punish yourself for a little matter?" Even Tanzif and Nafi agreed with me. They to spoke out their mind to him but it was of no use. So I thought to give a second final shot where I'm nice and sweet.
"Moshin, suicide is not the solution to end the pain of a break up, this about us, your friends, we don't want to lose you, please...don't don't this,"
"No, I'm just tired of this shit, we broke up several times but today she said that she will not return," Now this was the final straw for me. I did my best to convince him, to persuade him.
I tapped on his name and sent him a personal message because I was no longer in the mood to be nice and try to explain things sweetly to him. I came back to the group for my goodbye.
"Ok guys, goodnight and as for you Moshin, reply to my personal message, " I left with those words and waited for his reply.
"Yes?"
"What the hell is wrong with you! I'm sorry but I'm not going to be soft now," I replied angrily.
"Fizza, I started doing drugs after she left me and I'm tired of the life," knowing that he actually took drugs to reduce his pain, I was speechless for a good minute.
"So? End your life? Moshin do you realize that if you commit suicide, she will not return to you nor will you be able to return to us. And just think about your parents!" There was a long pause, neither he typed anything nor did I.
"You are their only son and you want them to die after they see your dead body? Fine! You want to commit suicide, go...I won't stop you, go hang yourself, drink poison or jump from a cliff, I don't give a fuck about this but before you do any of that, just think about your old parents, their sacrifices. We love you Moshin, but if you have really made your mind, then bye," I went offline after that.
I was just cursing myself now, I just gave him a green light, go commit suicide. I was afraid if he really takes heed of my words then I'll never forgive myself. I don't want to live a guilty life where this fact haunts me that I allowed my friend to die.
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After straight 3 days, I was doing something in the kitchen when Nafi dropped a msg again.
"Hy....what did you say to him?" This message left me stunned, did he really? No God please no, I looked at the message with fear.
"Uhm....nothing....why?" I hands were shaking and my feet were losing its strength.
"Fizza! He promised me that he will leave drugs and won't even think about getting suicidal thoughts!"
For once everything was going blur and only that message stood out. I was trying to understand what Nafi sent me.
"Really? Wow..."
"Yes Fizza! What did you say to him?"
"Nothing much, just took out the anger of the fact that he is getting selfish, " I was so proud of myself.
I saved a life! Yeah!!!! Fizza you saved a life, and if I die today, no complaints. I was literally jumping with excitement. Knowing less that this guy will become an essential part of me, of my life and things would change drastically.
I was preparing lunch when Nafi broke this news to me. I was literally smiling like an idiot because I knew that my anger would do a little harm but never expected this result to be positive.
I spinned around like a little girl who is excited as she receives her favorite chocolate. I couldn't believe that my words saved a life! I mean it was just beyond my imagination that I would something like that.
So now...time for baby steps. We all had to put in a lot of effort, a lot of time and a lot of affection. Helping someone who is willing to end his life is never an easy task. But I'm willing to take the risk.
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