Destiny

Destiny

Chapter 1

I could only open the eyelashes, but I was in an inability to see anything in my surrounding. Even though I wanted to talk, I couldn’t.

In my black screen I could feel that something filling and try to overflow out of the cavities.

Emotions! My dearly heart’s feelings!!!!

Yeah!!! Those were my emotions, which I couldn’t express with words few minutes earlier!!!

Without a self-consciousness the fluidly tears skipped out and dropped down like a rain… as my heart felt.

Heart was heavy… was very heavy, more than every other day in my life. I couldn’t feel the head as it was aching much more than the limit to feel. Every part of my body was in a terrible pain like suffering from fever.

I didn’t know why; I couldn’t find where I am.

But probably it might be due to invisibility of mine and the silence of the environment. I tried to hold my head, but unfortunately… I couldn’t.

There I heard an argument of two people, a little far away from the place where I was lying. A woman was shouting, while a man was talking loudly arguing with the woman. This movable riot was coming closer to me.

They were still fighting. The man was asking for money, but the woman wasn’t giving. As I could understand, these people had taken the contract to keep me for some time from the person who had taken me here.

As I started to move a little while lying down and tried to stand up. They stopped the argument. Still my vision was greyly unclear. I asked where I am. While I am asking again drops of tears fallen without a consciousness.

“That is not necessary. Make your mind to stay here. Don’t try to weep always. No one is here to pet you and you’re not a tiny toddler to cry out for everything”’.

I was in an inaudible status. But after hearing the words of the woman I think the disability was cleared out on the spot.

“I can’t see anything. Can’t stand up. It is impossible even to move”. I had to explain my condition.

“You were taken here like this. We don’t know what happened. “Woman replied.

As I asked for some water, they gave me a glass of water close to my palm. I drank it little by little as it was difficult for me to drink as I was lie down on the floor. At that time water was angelic. After a while I fell asleep. At once I woke up, as I heard a familiar voice.

I could see the area, but not properly my vision was little bit blurred. The surrounding was dark.

I don’t know how I slept, but in this muddy, dirty, and smelly place I could sleep without any eco-anxiety. I was trying to awaken properly. I tried to hold my upper part of the body, to I sat on the floor.

Only thing I could feel was the hunger!!!

More than any other days I felt hungry. The stomach was empty for several hours. I murmured asking for something to eat. After a while, the woman gave me a plate with dhal curry, and threw a piece of bread. It was stopped by hitting my cheek.

Even though it was hungry, while food is also there, I was searching for something else. The familiar voice!

No one was there, it was very dark, the only light was a small candle. I ate the piece of bread. It was not enough for me to fill the stomach which was been suffering with an extreme hunger. Hunger was as it was earlier… oh! no more food.

When the woman came, I asked for more.

“I have no food for nonearners”. Was her reply. A little later someone came through the dark from the other side and took my empty plate, instead of that he or she kept another plate filled with dhal curry and two pieces of bread.

“God’s blessings, I felt like that god came to me and served me”. My hunger was vanished. Now my necessity was to find the person who has the familiar voice.

The woman came and took the plate. “You may not get meals from tomorrow night, if you couldn’t earn something to pay for our food”.

I started to think. But before I came here, I was an undergraduate who had just completed the final year exam. So, I asked her whether I could do classes. She said that she will look for.

There was a bit of kindness in her to ask me about my health. She gave me a bottle of oil to apply on the body. After having a glass of water, I lay back on the floor, to start a busy day tomorrow.

In that dark it took few seconds to close my eyes.

I felt that someone was holding me, I was moving forward while sleeping!!!!

I was curious to see the face of the person who is holding me, more than get frightened.

“Where is he going with me?”

“Why he carries me, instead of wake up me?”

“What is he going to do to me?”

Even though there were lot of problems in the mind, I didn’t get frightened as I felt very close to him!!! The natural scent of the person… oh it is just like Devin’s.

“Oh! My love!”. “Could you find me?”.

But there was a risk. Sometimes this may not him. If this is not him, “What could I do?”.

I was kept on the floor somewhere. There was a small lantern hanging over the place where I was. When I turned to look at the face that person turned back and left me there. The body was sweaty and dusty. It was very uncomfortable and impure. Just after a catnap, I heard someone came in. I heard a bucket was kept on the floor. The light of the lantern got more brightened.

I saw him!!!!!

Within few seconds he came to me and gave a kiss to my forehead.

Oh!!! My darling love…

I closed my eyes tightly. He held me and wiped me using a cloth, dipped in hot water. He did it very carefully, lightly, and softly. I wasn’t unlucky to isolate as a prisoner alone. He is also there for me. My love how can I pay my gratitude to you.

He wiped and rubbed the face, neck, hands, legs, and the feet with a towel to dry. Then he loosened the dress by opening the buttons. I didn’t obstruct him. He wiped almost all the body and rubbed. It was very difficult for me to bear this, as we didn’t get this much closer earlier. We were in love for many years. We kissed, embraced each other, and passed legion of lip kisses. But didn’t stay close to each other alone, in a mid-night, flowing this much of love for each other in the souls. I felt that lot of fluidly drops falling on to my necked bust, those flowed down over the breast.

“Oh!!! He was crying” I couldn’t stop myself. I started weeping. He looked at me.

He caught my eyes. We embraced each other tightly. I felt so much secure. Everything mine was thoroughly embedded in him. He was also without covering the chest. The feeling I felt at that moment, after several hours of insecure mental status, was precious and heavenly!

We talked a little. I couldn’t come out of him. He tried his best to make me clam. As he is also there and as we can get out of the place quickly within few days, he said that we should stay calmly with the people here, and very specially he told me not to show any friendship or closeness to these people.

Devin said that this room is also safe, as the couple do not come to this part of the house.

He wanted me to sleep and take a rest for some time. We embraced again without loosening. Devin was murmuring, “Could you feel your dress baby?”.

“Oh!” I looked at him. It put me to the blush. Devin tried to save my blushes. But he killed me with the heart-warming smile and the curious glance he put on my nude body with his sexy facial expressions. Both of we were nude fully. I felt very uncomfortable. I got bushed. Devin was watching me, he whispered in a lovely and sexy voice, “So you agreed to marry me and engaged without knowing that we should share each other, aren’t you, My love?”. I looked at him timidly. Devin’s lips tightly caught up mines. I lost my tolerance, we were kissing for a long time none stopping, we didn’t want to leave the lips. At last, with a long-lasting heavy breath, I fallen asleep on Devin’s strong, and secure shoulders.