Traped within Herself

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Summary

She is mearley a child to others around her labeled by her age not by the life she has lived. She sits here weary of what others think ,is she being used by the ones she calls friends or do they truly accept her for the person she is? He's only her friend she replies to everyone reunited, but to her he is so much more. Daniela has fallen for the one she can't have or can she and stuck with the one she onced love, but no longer in love with. Can she have whats not hers and move on from her past ? Can she let the past go and start her life over with someone new or risk the chance of losing it all.

Status
Ongoing
Chapters
3
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
18+

Chapter 1 Closed Off

I'm Daniela McDaniel 23 now and not much to look at im very quite and the Luna of my pack. The Moon Dust Pack the smallest and farthest pack away from any other pack. I'm small in height for a wolf only standing 5'3 and with blonde hair midway down my back, my light cream skin and my big blue eyes are what most see as for my myself I feel out of proportion Im heavy in the chest you could say with small waist and no where's do I lack from the back if you get my point.. I'm a do it all kind of girl yet I've never been outside of my packs tettority.


Now Wynn on the other hand who is 11 years older than me and is very much different. My grandfather saw it fit to leave him in charge of the pack and stepped down about a year before he passed away that was over 6 years ago I miss him so much. Wynn being 6'3 with dark tan skin, dark brown hair short but thick enough to grab and run you fingers through it with big broad shoulders and biceps he is one not to mess with. His eyes change from a golden hazel to a green tint with the seasons and can make me just stop in my tracks when I see him, and with his long eyelashes make him look like a greek God.


I've been in love with Wynn since I was 15yr old, and at the age of 18 I was excited to be asked to be his chosen mate he loved and adored me and I him. I stay with the pack and do many jobs while Wynn trys to find away for us to have more income then just our crops and livestock. He handles all the paperwork and ever since he met with this gentleman in the city he has been staying away more and more and I can smell the pungent odor of other shewolfs on him when he returns and has become cold and distant with me .


It has been over 3 years now that I lost our pup in my 2nd trimester and he doesn't want much to do with me cause of it but I stay true to him as a chosen mate and Luna of my pack. I let tears feel my eyes as I remember the feel of my pup and a great pain hits me that I didn't protect more and let the love of my life do that to me yet blame me for the lose no one knows what happen for real I carry the burden of what was done and have been silenced by the alpha aka my mate himself to never speak of it and the truth.


For now I speak only what I'm allowed to tell only what is a must I don't have any friends and my only family left is my mother who chose to leave the pack in search of her true mate and have some life or die trying and for me I set alone most nights and dream of what it would be like to leave and find my true mate . I have closed myself off to others and my mate has closed off to me as well...i only have a small time to have my thoughts to myself before he tries to mindlink me and ask what am I doing and send one of his boys or should I say spies to look in on me for some of them they hate they are forced to do this and others seemed amused by the fun games and torment they cause me.