Skinned Deeply

Have you ever just get lost in someone, that person becomes your everything? You can’t help but think of them, they rule over your mind. Like a subway map, pin point your every move. Knowing what makes you tick. He pinned pointed every spot on my body. He became my whole world. I gave into him without question or doubt, I craved his love and affection like I needed it to survive. I never knew love could feel so draw dropping. You made me crave you, you made me crave your lips, you made me crave your skin, your touch, your taste. And god did you taste like the sweetest honey, if this is heaven, lock me in and throw away the key. Your the perfect sin, I wasn’t suppose to have you, I was suppose to save myself. But when you looked at me, the air got thin, my heart beat quickened , so fast I thought I would clasps. The beat of drum in my chest. I got lost in those beautiful eyes I couldn’t resist you. Dearest gods his body was made, and carved with the most special tools. Because when I saw his body, I wanted to drop to my knees. I saw his lips, and I bit down on my own. I saw his eyes, the shade of brown that I never knew could make me want to melt into the earth beneath my feet. Your bone structure in your draw line, I followed every line, down to your toe. I memorised the shape of your lip, to shade of the colour. And with that smile, you could light up any room. Your Ora was a mixed of colours. I could picture myself in a room waiting for you to reach for me, with those beautiful hands. From your hands, I could tell you take will care of yourself, there clean under the fingernails and cut evenly. They weren’t bitten off, like mine. I could image laying still in that room I created in my mind, wearing nothing but my white underwear and grey laced bra. I image a light right above me. As the shades of the light dances on my caramel smooth skin. I could image you walking into the room with your Calvin Klein black briefs on and you bear chest. I could see your blog in your brief stiff as a board ready to please me, and make love to me. Over power me with your strength. I look at your beautiful brown skin. Seeing the moment in slow motion, as you look down at me. I have to glop at the thought, just the thoughts running through my mind, make it so mouth watery. You have the ability to wake up every sense in my body with one glance. You have managed to already set my body on fire, and you haven’t even touched me yet.