Beautiful Trauma: Poetry From The Heart

I don’t want to be so sad anymore

I don’t want to keep things bottled up inside anymore

But I have no one to talk to, no one to tell my deepest truths to

I want nothing more than to be able to open up

But how… to who… and when

This sadness… no this darkness that I feel

It consumes me and every day I find myself

Falling deeper and deeper into this empty pit of darkness

I feel empty inside

I feel numb all over

It’s like I’m here but only physically

But I've checked out emotionally and mentally

No matter how hard I try to feel I just can’t

It's like a cold abyss or a dark void

I can't escape it and my life