Love
I fell in love, and I don’t mean the type of love that you have for someone and then vanish, I fell deep for this person
I don’t do love, especially with boys, I’ve never imagined my future with a female until now, this boy is different from the rest, he stands out from the rest, I am bi-sexual with a preference for women yet I fell for a boy which is very uncommon for me, he is my everything now I don’t have any lonely nights, I stay up late talking to him and when I wake up the first thing I do is talk to him, and now every time I get home from school I let him know and I now have someone to talk to, but that scares me what if he gets tired of me and leaves me what if he gets annoyed of me and leaves what if this is all a sick prank he’s playing on me and he never really wanted to be with me in the first place, what if he's just using me, all of those are possibilities that scare me.
I used to look up at the moon with tears in my eyes telling it how much I hated my life but now I look up at it with joy telling it how much I love it and him. This person I fell for means the world to me and yes I do know that I may be being naive but I can’t help falling for him and to be honest all of this may be cringe but he gives me butterflies and writing it may be the only way I can express my feelings. But I truly did fall deeply.
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