Dear Diary
"Dear Diary" I wrote as i sat at my desk, pff who was i kidding all I've ever been able to get past is, "today sucked another one" I'm Maddie Larr I'm Seventeen years old and my life has never sucked more..
I'm depressed but no one notices, if they ask if I'm okay my answer will and has always been "why wouldn't i be" or "of course" and would you look at that everyone believes me, hell even i belive me at some points but then i remember that I'm still me I'm still Maddie Rose anna Larr and I'm still a bitchy ass 17 year old girl, well that's what my mom says.
She's always said "you should be more greatful, now that your dad's dead dosent mean you get to act like a spoiled bitch all the time" my mom never cared for dad especially after she had my little sister Lillian and my other little sister Frankie she just stopped caring even my bestfriend Lexi stopped hanging around after my mom had my sisters.
Dosent suprise me everyone leaves me eventually and no one really pays attention to me, because I'm the oldest so why would they my sister Lillian is 14 going on 15 and my sister frankie is nine going on 10 and i wil-would be going on 18 this year, but if this works i won't get an 18th birthday.
