Chapter 1
It was early 2019 and just a regular day, little did I know everything would change. That was the first i saw you,you were 15, tall, smoked and had a bittersweet personality. There was something about you that stood out to me even though you hadn't even looked in my direction or even noticed my existence. I could see you had a sad look in your eyes and you were extremely mysterious;that instantly had me intrigued.
I knew I had to get to know you but I didn't know how to talk to you. I just knew you would be a important chapter chapter in my book. You were sweet and goofy and strange in all the best ways. After weeks of being to nervous to talk to you you, I walked up to you and asked you your name.
And that's how our story began.All I could think was "wow, that's one special guy." From that day you were like a drug to me, you were all I wanted to talk about and all I could think about.,
I was just a 14 year old girl who was so desperate to experience the type of love in movies, but I knew you didn't feel anything towards me.
After lots of convincing from my best friend and thinking I decided to take your number off a competition group that we were both in. I sat on my phone for hours contemplating if I should message or not. It took me 2 hours to send a "hi" and after that all I could think is 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚. I had a knot in my stomach and I should of taken that as a sign from God that it was a bad decision. I tried to stay up all night waiting for a message back but ended up falling asleep.
