Chapter 1
let me go please don’t touch me or I promise that I will scream. Don’t you dare test my patience, if you are to scream or to say even a small word about this to any soul, then I won’t hesitate to kill you do you understand me? Frightened I sit there and nod. I sit on the bed frightened and shaking like I have met my demise. He comes to me and starts placing wet kisses on my neck, I just stay still feeling irritated by his actions hoping that someone will wake me up from this horrible nightmare and just maybe my imagination is messing with me. Minutes go by and nothing changed, it eventually dawned on me that this is reality and there is no running from it. The thought makes me feel pain in my heart and I can not hold back my tears as they begin to drop slowly. He keeps placing wet kisses all over my body not deterred by my tears bent on fulfilling his sexual desires. He starts kissing me on the lips I try to push him off of me not wanting to allow him to use me as an object to satisfy his sexual desires. I am still struggling with him when he pins me down on the bed and brings out a pocket knife from his shorts, I can see you want me to do this the hard way I love it when girls are being stubborn so have it your way. He brings the knife to my neck and whispers in my ear do you want me to slit your throat. Scared I shake my head no. Then do as I wish do you understand? I nod trembling. I start to kiss him back maybe if I just do as he says he will let me go in no time. His kisses are rough and demanding. He takes the kiss deeper, takes off my clothes, and shoves me on the bed. I fall hard on the bed he continues to kiss and grind, it doesn’t take long when I feel a sharp pain. He starts to pound into me mercilessly, I lay there crying silently as the realization that I had lost my virginity hurt me so much and my heart clenched in pain. I lay there lost in thoughts hoping that someone would come to my aid or that someone will pinch me and tell me it’s just my imagination. My train of thoughts is brought to a halt by a knock on the door .
