Prologue
Standing in the cold air, wind oozing on my skin, everyone running trying to get shelter to avoid being touched by the incoming rain but, that didnt matter to me, what mattered to me was his back facing me, walking away like he normally does, like I dont exist, like he wasnt curled up to me an hour ago. He had done this before, no, who am I kidding? I cant count how many times he had disappeared and come back to me but, I didnt mind, because he belongs to me and I to him or at least thats what he says.
But this time feels different, it feels like he is never coming back for me or, to me, and the thought of that scares me to the point of death. The heavy outpour of the rain brings me back to reality but, I dont mind getting soaked, I no longer have the purpose to live for, and then it dawned on me that, He was never mine, but I was always his, the worst part? forever and, no one could change that fact not even me if I tried.
