chapter one
There are a thousand experiences, difficulties, troubles, friendships, enmities and disheveled pasts but nothing is better than...
"To have very strong feelings, affections for somebody." Some have had to live nightmares only because one is devoted to ruining their life in all ways at hand. Yeah! It may be dangerous but a heart of stone is only a heart of stone. Anger is anger and the mind is made up. Making the heart similar to all that... How? You ever wonder how it is sort of crazy when one gets all those dizzy spells, they are in love with somebody. Just will not choose to say it! There is always that one person who will obviously go nuts for that one person. Your girlfriend will turn into your mom and your boyfriend will turn into a kid. It is kinda funny! You may not notice but it is true... Facts!
Oh and it is really truly rare to find a girl and boy friends or even so maybe best friends, they always end up together as a couple.
Leading us to... My name is Marlina Maribeth Belle, I am 14 and this is the story of my great and only nae insaeng-ui salang, complicated and so I am not saying its meaning but you will definitely comprehend.
At first I had a miserable life, no friends, my parents never cared that much about me. I was disliked and never really knew why. All I ever wanted was for somebody to care. Three whole years hoping for good news. I met my bestie when I was only 8, she was from a different country. We had a lot in common and it was fun getting to know her. Gentle and kind, she was one in a million, took me through hardships, told her all my secrets, especially about my crush Emilio. Oh well, he is past tense as of now, I might have actually crushed on three others who eventually rejected me but... it is only life. Messed up shit because she lost her trust in me and uh at that time I only had fake friends, pretty much heart breaking...
It was a struggle getting attention from the 3 especially when Emilio left and it was only Jeremy, Hade and Dane, they all had girlfriends making it very hard for me to even think of competing. Might have succeeded with Jeremy and Hade but Dane’s girlfriend hit really hard and she was not at all prepared to let go. One may also say that I have completely gone nuts, true and I love it! That is when one can actually say that love is crazy. Sort of!
I had moved on but my mind and heart wanted me to think that I still had feelings for the four, true but it was only Dane. I am also... having trouble picking between Dane and nae insaeng-ui salang, it makes me go crazy each time I just obviously think of it. WEIRD! But you cannot judge a book by its cover therefore you cannot judge me, this is madness, all this fucking bullshit about couples, relationships, first this and that, heartbreaks, break ups and above all. Love is... madness.
You may not know it but she does, I do. I know all about this trash. Love my fucking foot.
Yeah, this happens to me and... all day through night, I go crazy and it is just... me-
Hey, guys out there. I just started writing this book and I really do hope you like it. Changes and updates will be made abruptly...