Body image
Sometimes i wonder if i will ever be happy with myself. I worry that if I'm can't be happy with myself then nobody will ever be happy with me, And that just makes me even more paranoid. It's a cycle insecuritiy, unconfidence, and difference it's all a cycle and it's destroying me.
Instagram, snapchat, tiktok, school everyone has a perfect body except me, it's not fare i always tell myself it's not fare that i wear oversized sweatshirts to hide my stomach when other girls can where crop tops or skin tight shirts and not have to worry about hiding there stomach or there body.
I see myself differently then everybody sees me.
One day i woke up and got out of bed when i saw this ugly fat giant girl she had messed up hair and fat arms and a huge stomach... then i stepped away from the mirror.
Admit it
You walk past girls at school and think why aren't i that beautiful? You walk past good looking guys thinking why can't i be his girlfriend? You walk past a cute couple and think I'm not perfect enough to be in a relationship. You walk past a rich house and think why can't i live in this house?
Yeah... that sounds right.
