CHAPTER ONE
Walking the halls fading into the wallpaper as I make my way to my dorm room. I don't really catch people's eye this I know, which I'm grateful for honestly. Who would find a scrawny patite girl, who wears baggy clothes and can't hold a conversation for longer than 5 minutes. Needless to say that they feel intimidated by a 14 year old who's never had to pay school fees in her life because she's intelligent beyond her age, which is good though it is not like she has parent that care for her.
"Fuck..." I whisper into the air when I hear the wall that separates the next room banging with what I'm assuming is a headboard, yeah being the maknae of the university does make you grow older somehow.
Searching for headphones then locking the door I spread this semesters work over my sheets, then go through my playlists choosing to listen to some Kpop, setting the volume low enough for me to keep focus, I'm starting off with my work.
All the information runs through me like the pace, beat, and lyrics of ATEEZ Deja Vu. I don't realise that I've go one through almost 4 months of work in about... shit 11 hours. I really need to time myself when I comes to working or else my caregiver will have to ban me from getting all my work done beforehand if I don't look after my health. On that note I get up and place the work that I've completed in a pail and set a bright pink highlighter on top of the stack and make an identical one of unfinished work with a yellow highlighter. Stripping off my stress from the day I walking into the bathroom that I thank the Lord I don't have to share with anybody, I mean I don't even have boobs and taking a shower with full grown women got me scrunching my face in disgust, thoughts of them laughing at my child like body irking me at the thought. After a shower and a bowl of instant ramen I'm spent, crawling into my black sheets I'm out like a light.
