Chapter 1
"sorry ladies I have a parcel for Miss E. Smith?" The delivery guy interrupted the heartfelt conversation between two friends, with a evident confusion in her face Emma went to receive her parcel "that's me thank you sir" "my pleasure please sign hear Mam" and she did as she was told.
Ripping the cover off she opened and just stared at the envelope. As she was staring two papers in her hands tears started making their way down her cheeks, her friend Lisa rushed over to her and took the papers from her hands and she was more confused, why would her friend react like this after receiving such, but she was not going to ask her about it she just went over and hugged her friend like any good friend would.
That's what Lisa has been to Emma a good friend they have been together for two years now. Lisa was there when Emma was admitted to hospital for enxiety attack and didn't ask no questions about what triggered it. Emma was a distant friend but she had so much love for her friend, she just had some serious trust issues but thinking about how her friend have always came through for her with no questions asked she knew she had to be solid to her.
She stood up and made some chamomile because of the weather. They sat down and Emma told her friend how she was not like the person 3 years back, and told her how she lost all the trust she had for everyone because of how she was treated. Emma used to be a extroverted introvert she loves her space but also loved going out with her friends and she would be as bubbly as they came and met some guy called Aron. They were inseparable, he was her first love and they had a perfect relationship the one you would dream about, but we all know that the deeper it is the darker it gets. She invested so much in the relationship and their cup was so overflowing that she didn't even notice when the guy stopped pouring into their cup.
Emma trusted Aron with her life, she would risk everything for him and to be with him. Red flags were there like the fact that even though she would risk so much for him he still did not appreciate it but she always looked past them, like any of us do when head over heels in love.
Things took a drastic change when Aron found out that Emma was pregnant, a change she wasn't ready to share with her best friend of 2 years.
So when Emma was diagnosed with depression and anxiety disorder she was more cautious about who to trust and who to give her heart to. Which is why things were little cold from her and Ken her current boyfriend.
She felt like Ken did not understand her which I think we all feel like that sometimes in our lives, like nobody understand you, like they are listening but cannot hear YOU. She felt just like that with Ken even though he was trying to listen. She felt like she couldn't trust anyone even though she knew that she had to open her heart and let love find her once again, this was so hard for her she just needed space. Alone with her thoughts.
I feel like pinching myself a little bit, I can't believe I finally got the balls to do this🥺. I hope you enjoyed the story. Thank you!
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