Chapter 1
hey so have you ever had an experience so crazy that you just had to write a book about it? I decided to take a break from social media and didn’t post anything but I guess that writing this book makes up for it since I barely even took pictures really.
well that’s exactly what happened to me hey I’m Caitlin and this is the weirdest craziest story ever!
it was the night of my sweet 16 and honestly I was excited and also since I had accidentally cut myself I was also bleeding
but we were getting ready to leave for a cruise to the Bahamas.
I kept receiving so many recommendations to talk to new people and make new friends but my social anxiety never let me ,I was overthinking everything and I didn’t even know if I wanted to because I wasn’t even sure if they would even like me.
I know that meeting new people is hard but why is it always so difficult to talk to people? either way, I’ve had a lot of fun on this trip actually also I’ve gotten the chance to visit new places which is fun and I’ve talked to maybe some new people.
but does insecurity even count? I’ve felt insecurity many times I haven’t even gone swimming once it was weird being around some people when they give you dirty looks or even look at you weird, It’s uncomfortable really.
