Introducing me, myself and I
First things first, this is not really a book or anything close to it. I just wanna write down some thoughts of mine and maybe one person reads this bs and can relate to it. If not, well, at least I can practice a lil bit my english writing skills.
Who exactly am I? That’s an amazing question, Frederick. Thank you so much for asking. I’m a human, a pretty cool one I would like to say. Gorgeous red hair, green eyes and the best taste in music. Furthermore, I play the Cello and do horse back riding. My parents own their own restaurant and my uncle is a rich doctor. No siblings, no pets. Just me, their gorgeous daughter. Is it all cap? Maybe. Maybe just a few things. Maybe everything is correct. We will never now hehe. It actually does not really matter anyways. Right now I’m just putting black dots together and you, my friend, are currently reading these black dots. Pretty amazing if you think about it.
So now that we are finished with the introduction, let’s move on to the more important things in life: Love. I’m not exactly sure if it’s just me, but all my friends are currently getting in relationships and I, on the other hand, are completely,2 utterly lost. Maybe everyone is going crazy because summer is coming around and love is in the air or some kind of shit. The only thing I know is that I hate it. Don’t get me wrong, I’m so happy for all my friends. It’s just really frustrating to see them all madly in love with their destined others, or however I’m supposed to call their boy-/girlfriends and then there is me, all alone with unhealthy thoughts about my body and life. Not life-threatening unhealthy, just not fun. I moved last year out of my familyhome and gained a few kilos in the past months. To say I hate them would be an underestimation. Their are my enemies. Gaining weight is so much easier than losing weight. At least for me. Don’t come at me, I know a lot people out there struggle with gaining weight. It’s just my problem. So now summer is around the corner and I don’t fit in a lot of my stuff anymore, which is frustrating as hell. Do I try to lose weight? YES. Is it working? No. Do I know that I just need to be in a calorie deficit? Also yes. Is this so easy with a regular work- and social life? Not at all. So yeah hit me up if you’re also struggling with anything related to this topic and then we can suffer together.
I think that’s it for the first ‘chapter’. Not quite sure if anyone will ever see it but hey let’s give it a try.
Bye, or how we say it in my country: bis bald:)
