// deep breaths //
// lost without you, the idea of you, lost, and i'm irrational, my motivation death, wanting eternal sleep and lacking it also. insomniac daydreams, her cigarette smell, her pot hidden under some towels, the smoky breezeway and late night Hershey's Bar. Reggie and the mermaid blanket, deep breaths, it's all a memory. the bond is broken, a spiderweb of cracks and emotions, no worries, deep breaths, i'm not alone, it's okay, deep breaths, calm down. try, have good behavior, don't cry, deep breaths.
