We were just driving up to the school when everyone was still asleep well dead but I was fully awake ready to see my family.
We were just pulling up to the school when all of a sudden I saw Nellie racing Jane down the path until I finally set my eye's on Tori, mum, and dad I couldn't hold my excitement I couldn't wait I just wanted to race off the bus and jump into their arms but I had one problem I was sat in the back of the bus with Nick sleeping on my shoulder and Ben right in front of me.
To my luck, the bus was coming to a stop and everyone started to leave soonly it was our turn to get up pushing Nick off his seat before grading him and racing both of us off the bus and into our parent's arms and that's when the colour's of the sky became brighter as I felt my families embrace. I missed it, I never knew a week with Nick and my friends was going to be so hard I guess I wasn't used to being far away from home yet.
I missed them so much,I was happy to be home.
I said 'hi' to Jane and Nellis before kissing Nick on the cheek and heading to my car I was calm for once happy to see the whole family together.
I never thought I would miss the small town I call home but I did. I missed the smell of pollution and my annoying neighbor I missed it all but I mostly missed my room. I ran in swinging the door into my desk before rushing to my bed and turning my music LED lights on.
I layed on my bed with joy but don't get me wrong I loved the trip and the talks it all helped but I missed home I missed it all.
I lay there alone for a while until my phone started to go off I thought it was Nick wondering how I was or Toa talking about Elle but no it was a mystery number I switched my phone on looking throw my messages and notification but then I saw I was in disbelief when I saw the texted. I wondered who it was but no answer but reading throw those texts made it really easy to find out.
The messages went on and on until they suddenly stopped leaving me with texts like this:
-Fag!
-No one loves you!
-He cared so much and now you wrecked him!
I was shocked but it gave me a clear idea of who they were from those, I mean it was easy 'he cared' gosh who would that be but to be honest that wasn't on my mind at the moment as I was scared I mean the first day home and people already wish my gone or more dead.
I put my phone down and focused on better things like my drums and Tori I wondered how she was but then it hit me she was ament to be with Jack why is she here? why is she at home? and not with him. I rushed to her room and slowly opened the door as I saw her on her bed reading a small book called 'loveless' it made me feel sad wondering what happened while I was gone.
Charlie"hey, how are you"
Tori"hi, I don't know I mean summer hasn't been kind to me lately and Jack he's an ass"
Charlie"oh, you want to talk about it"
Tori"no, all you need to know is Jack is gone and out of my life ok...Charlie don't worry ok I'm fine"
I froze wondering why Jack and Tori acted like a married couple like a heavenly in love couple but I guess everything good can always come to an end. The day went on as normal Mum went back to work while dad drove me to Nick's but it was panic as David opened the door with some girl standing behind him.
Charlie"wow new girlfriend"
David"aha joke's right, that's Nick's twin Tilda"
Tilda"hi don't worry about me I'm chilling in the kitchen doing work"
David welcomed me in while Tilda walked off it was ca for a while until David leaned over me and started asking silly questions I tried to focus on myself and just push his stupid questions away but it was hard as they were just getting stupider by the second well I guess that was just him talking then but I just couldn't bear it.
David"so anything gay happened on your trip"
Charlie"haha, wouldn't you want to know"
David"on in fact I do"
I looked at him in disgust wishing to just punch him but I couldn't as Nick came down stair's with a smile on his face and his arms flying open I couldn't help but run to him while David just started it was weird but I understood properly on why he never told me about David as he is such a dick head.
We were upstairs in Nick's room chilling in his bed with me on top kissing his soft lips while Nick layed there with his hand's on my hips it was so romantic until I shot up and said something so stupid to where we both just fell into laughter, I feel next to Nick before turning my head to his wonderful smile but that soonly ended as my phone went off and that mystery person texting me once more but that's where my mind got played and question's sparked but the only person to answer them was the devil himself 'Harry, Green' Tonight was the only night where I wished to leave Nick's but it was just so I could get my question's answered.
Nick left me at my door with spark flying until I walked inside and that's when I went straight to my Instagram and right to Harry.
//Instergram Chat//
C-hey, you know the most about Ben...is he in A-levels or college after summer you know leaving this shit town I guess-
H-sorry man he got held back a year, cause of what he did to you, and plus he missed his GCSE, he's with you man form and all-
//normal//
Fear. I didn't tell Nick as one- I was scared and two-I didn't want him to be stupid and go after Ben even if he need to.
I layed carefully in my bed as the night went on I couldn't help but fear what was going to happen after summer with Ben, Hope's in my year but I knew at this moment in time of couldn't say anything as I wished to have to great summer with my Nick, Nelson and my friend's and that great summer was going to start tomorrow as darcy say's
'the Paris gang' is going to the beach.