Hellmind

“Mind is a fearful place lets not go in there”

cyra is 36 years beautiful women and looks twenty ,she sometimes feels she is a vampire of sorts as nobody could guess what her real age is and her superhuman skill was her charismatic personality that anyone could be entraped in her charms.

She was an only child her mother had died few years back and her only family was her father.

cyra has always been lonely while growing up she had a very unique mind ,she was not your so called typical girl into makeup and fashion , she was a born intellectual.An opinionated girl with thought process starting from the earth to the supernatural .

Enough about her details you would get to know more when you will further in the story .

Cyra started a job in a telemarketing company she was happy about it she wanted to remain busy ,she made few good friends and used to hold study circles where friends would get together and talk about books and different topics just to tingle their sensations for love of everything relating to knowledge.

After some time some of her friends turned out backstabbers she then isolated herself as loneliness does take you towards deprssion but it also protects you.

Meanwhile her father remarried and her step mother turned out to be the evil step mother from Cinderalla ,but the difference was that she had no prince charming to rescue her.

She didnt even have that much money to support herself so she became nore depressed day by day because of the evils of her stepmother , who turned very good infront of her father and when he left she would even scold her when she opened the refrigerator to get some food.When she told her dad he wouldnt believe her and say that you are jealous of my happiness.One day she couldnt take it anymore and ran away from home at night. She started crying on the footpath all of a sudden she heard footsteps and she saw that the janitor of her apartment complex ,who was as the same age of cyra was walking towards her , he was a handsome young man ,he stopped and asked her “whats wrong I’ve seen you many times but never had the courage to talk to you,but as you are crying right now I couldnt stop myself ,whats wrong!?”

Cyra who was broken and felt extremely alone spilled all the beans.(let me tell you her step mother did many mentally abusive things towards her and her dad ,which is very extensive ,but one thing is certain Cyra was isolated and was wanted out of the home and her step mother was extremely evil)

Cyra said while crying ” sorry I burdened you with all my worries ,” Janitors name was Jack .

Jack said ” No its fine I understand But I promise I will be by your side you should go home and if something happens just call me Ill be there ”

Jack gave her his number talked for a few minutes and left escorting her to her apartment.

When cyra returned home her step mom satirical said “so youre back huh I bet you have nowhere to go plus no one would keep such a low life like you in their home ”

Cyra ran to her room and locked it she knew was all alone mentally in that home her father had turnef against her as well.

During the coming months many fights broke out in this household where Cyra’s saviour always was Jack he would always come to her aid and take her away from all the negativity.

So guys you guessed it right it was impossible that these two couldnt fall in love so they did.Cyra moved in with Jack her father scolded her that you deserve a lowlife like a janitor you dont deserve a rich man.Anyhow she started living with Jack.

Cyra was madly in love with Jack.She started coming back to life and continued her job.Jack lost his job and mostly was at home so he became kind of peevish.One day Cyra came home and Jack said you uploaded a pic of your colleagues on Facebook why were you standing so close to the men you were touching them ,Cyra felt guilty and explained she didnt notice apologized and moved on.Next day she got a call from her male colleague about an assignment when the call was over Jack said werent you being too too frank with that guy and why was he talking about other stuff besides work too,Cyra thought that yes maybw Jack is right that colleague maybe flirting with her she apologized ti Jack and moved on.She started isolating from her male colleagues at work to the point that male colleagues started avoiding her as well as sometime when Jack came to pick her up he looked with a murderous look on his face towards her male co workers..Jack also started to instruct Cyra to not wear clothes that are too tight and has to wear loose clothings.When Cyra went to her female friends home Jack would constantly call and text her to know when she will back as he is missing her and what is the use to sit more than an hour at her friends place.Cyra found all these things cute and romantic and thought of it as romantic gestures plus Jack was aleays there for her when she was in trouble so she felt like she owe him alot.Days ,weeks,and months passed by and Jack had turned her into a skeleton of a person he didnt like her laughing loud he didnt like her to do fashion , he didnt like to socialise much , so she changed infact snapped. Amd became a miserable person she was scared to laugh scared to meet a male , scared to go to her friends house , scared to do anything.One day she went to a female friends house without telling Jack she went there and cried infront of her that how manipulative Jack has become but she loves him and cannot leave him at any costs she will die without him. Her friend consoled her and tried to make her laugh and it worked Cyra laughed at different things.She got relaxed , during that time she ignored Jacks calls and messages , when she went home .Jack was furious why didnt you reply to my texts why didnt you call back I was worried I though something happened to you or are you having an affair I know how much you like to be around men youre whore I bet you must be laughing like a whore somewhere Cyra started crying uncontrallably and pleaded for mercy Jack even slapped her , Cyra apokogized and said she will never go out without her.

Well till now you got better understanding of what Cyra has been going throughout her life and lack of money and lack of company and lack of sincere father has been the pinnacle of her life , lets now dive into her mind and see what she thought from this day forward.

Cyras mind monologues:

“omg Jack is very dependant on me he loves me he is alone he has no friends he has no one only me thats why he wants me with him all the time.I do owe him that its ok if I leave my friends and stop socialising and stop talking to anyone as Jack is the sincerest person I have I can do that.”

I will tell Jack who I called and show him my text messages ,will never go anywhere without him,

I feel scared if someone calls me when Jack is around I have to carefully speak so nothing offends him

I should never luagh out loud its not ladylike as Jack said .Jack uses abusive language towards me because he is hurt ,he is in pain he had no one love him ever , I understand.

Jack has a female friend on facebook since years I didnt know about but he told me about her she is like a sistee to him i didnt see that chat he didnt show me but its fine Jack is sincere with me .

I am laying down Jack is out of town there is no signal ,he calls when there is signal but I cant ,because he goes towards a post or something.

I am all alone , when will Jack be back ,Im scared to call a friend what if my phone gets busy ,Jack will be pissed and Im not in the mood to explain all.

I had a fight with Jack on phone today he called me a whore and said he doesnt trust me ,i have beem crying all night My eyes are swollen and hurting , im having trouble seeing.

He doesnt trust me , what have I done wrong ? I never talked to a male after he told me to not to talk to males , I even havent talked to my female friends ,I even havent laughed loud or wear revealing clothes .....how should I prove my sincerity???

I am not a good woman I did enjoy company of my malw platonic friends I loved to discuss about philosphy ,politics and literature with them.

Am I a bad character woman ??? how can I do this to Jack he always avoided women infront of me never was unfaithful.But I didnt have any affairs either.

he said he didnt trust me , I have to prove my trust .Somehow.

Cyras mind monologue ends here lets see what happens next.

Jack came home and called Cyra’s name “Cyra where are you ?”

No reply he went to her bedroom and was shocked what he saw ,Cyra was with another man making love with him , and looked at Jack pulled out a gun from under the bedsheet ,shot the man with whom she was making love , point blank in his head ,and said ” Jack do you trust me now? I have no feelings for him and but I did love you sincerely you called me a whore many time and I did want to experience what a whore is but believe me I did NOT enjoy the lovemaking with him because I didnt love him but I love you and I enjoyed all the makeouts with you , now I know that my love is sincere and can not be changed ,Trust me I love you.And now as I had sex with another man I dont deserve you ”

she took the gun put it on her head and pulled the trigger.

Before Jack could do anything a woman came running in calling Jack that what had happened ,it was the same girl with whom Jack was friends with on Face book , he came back to tell Cyra that he found his love in that girl and wanted to break up with her.He wanted to break up with Cyra.

The end no