Confused
Does he love me?
How do you know if he loves you or not?
I always see him with his gentle smile and vibrant face. I have a lot of issues and insecurities but i show no trace. I wonder if you'll feel the same. I wonder if somehow when I'm not there you think of me and whisper my name. Or maybe you don't even know who I am. Maybe you may not like me for me and just want to see if you can just get what you want and leave. You will probably never understand the thoughts that linger inside my mind.
Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurts. All my friends are falling in love and having fun with there boyfriends. But here I am. It's like I can't seem to settle down, am just waiting for you to realize I love you.
They say you'll go through the worst to get the best and that we should not wait for it to happen, but make it happen.
We don't always get what we want, and this thought kills me because I've never wanted anyone as much as I want him. I've learned so much about love. Before this not once did I ever think of killing myself.
I tried rewriting this hundreds of times. But if it not you then it's a lie.
I love you.
Hi my name's Florence Nate. I live in chirundu Zambia. Yeah am African. I live with my mom, dad and three siblings. Charles, dingani and Stephanie. Charles is my older brother then dingani and Stephanie are my younger siblings. I'm a grade 11 at chirundu secondary school.
11 June 2022
