First Chapter
When it all comes to your thought's and you can't sleep at night,when you toss and turn at night.
When you are alone in silence and nobody's there.You cry and feel like you can scream.Inside of you,you are drowning,you feel empty.When you only lie in bed and stare.
And all you have is memories of a person that was once there,he made you're day with laughter.
A lifetime spent with someone that's so loving and true,and suddenly that person disappears.
When you sleep next to the man whom never slept without pulling you towards him and hold you tight,who kissed you once goodnight into a man who now turns on you at night. If you can hold him he pulls himself away and you start all over with the silence that's eating you inside .
You go unnoticed by the man that love's you,but now he only hurts you and you ask yourself why doesn't he leave me and be happy on his own.
Now;go back and stare into his eye's and see him drowning inside ,because he love's you so much he doesn't want to let you go ,then see how much he misses the old you.
The person that is inside of you hiding underneath all the demons and bad memories to.
See how he also cry at night,how he toss and turn at night,when you think he rejects you and when he turns on you at night;tears run down his face,because he miss and thinks of you. Those tight holdings and kisses goodnight,the late night talking until you both fall asleep.
Ask yourself again why is the man still with you, he tries everything to see you smile to make you happy ;fighting with you ,because he wants the old you ,you are selfish only thinking about you see underneath it all is a broken man just like you,you go unnoticed by the years that passed you by ,when you forgotton who you are.See the truth beneath all pain you where busy thinking about only you . Your own hurt and what he did to you;
But what you didn't see was that it was all you.
