Chapter 1….. JEANY
I really don't know what I want. Everything is just so confusing that every time i try to figure it out, it just gets more complicated. One second i feel secure and brave and then the next, am lonely, angry and sad. All i want is someone i can love whole heartedly without any regrets but finding that someone seems to be harder than separating a mixture of salt and sugar with ones bare hands. I just want someone to love me and accept me, one who is open about everything without any pretence.
Is that too much of a dream to ask for?? Probably. There is need for self appreciation and acknowledgment before someone else can do just that. There are times I feel i am not good enough, beautiful enough and even not normal.
Our minds can display very beautiful fantasies before us that we actually start thinking that those fantasies can really exist in this world, well, the truth is that only 2.098 of those fantasies can come true in real life.
Am Jeany Brown, most of my friends call me JB. My grades are perfect, most people say am beautiful, well thats true, you should know that i wont settle for less wen it come to relationships as i am willing to give it all my whole.
