Solace
Andrew
There was no room in my head for the thoughts roaming there so loudly it was all I could hear. A thunderous ringing accompanied the panicked whirlwind of fear swirling and turning in my stomach since I found out she was missing. I saw the same feelings reciprocated on all faces of my bondmates. Her missing from our vicinity made us a lethal bunch of madmen. Whoever took her better run fast because his life was most definitely coming to a brutal end.
I saw Oak pacing at the far side of the living room, Telvice to his ear. Face as white as a sheet of paper, talking in harsh Mons to his contacts at the other side of the line. Dosch was sitting on a recliner, legs opened wide, jaw clenched and eyes the darkest crevices I had ever seen on him. They were demon black at the moment. Ash had run out of the room half an hour ago, or a lifetime ago, nobody knew where he had to go to find some semblance of solace but I knew there would be none found. Anywhere. Until we had her in our arms again.
Me being her bodyguard for all those months made me feel a whole shitload of guilt right now, since she had been my responsibility, always. Forever.
By the way Sebastian kept on glancing my way with his lip curled, made me realize I wasn’t the only one blaming myself. Jax was quiet, broodingly glancing out the window towards the forest as if he could find her with his gaze alone.
Where are you, princess?
The absence of her hurt. It cut me so deeply I was fairly sure I would not survive if she ever left me.
