Thoughts
I sit alone yet again left with me questioning my worth
What if I'm never good enough what if I'm never truly loved
The thoughts linger in my head like a smell lingers in the air
Suddenly the thoughts intensify flashing through my head like lightning
Am I truly worth loving or am I just another lost cause meant to be unhappy
I wonder why anyone says they care cause many have made it clear I'm not enough
yet I keep trying but why
the pain I feel is unbearable like tiny needles stabbing my heart one by one.