1.Intro
The words filled my lungs,i couldn’t breathe as i said to him “Breaking up would be better than staying in this relationship and you know u want to be with someone else .”
That was the last sentence i said to Jaxon before our relationship ended. He began to tell me sorry on a loop “Goodbye” I interrupted and walk away.
My heart was aching but i knew it was the right thing to do for him.
He was acting different for the past few days and i picked up on it. I asked what was wrong but he always closed the topic with “nothing” .Loving him was a dream from a fantasy book, but i guess life wanted a staring role .
I slowly stopped eating and didn’t realized until i could see my jeans slip of my waist , with every step .
A few months past and he seemed happy , so i decided to move on and work on myself, my eating disorder ,developed as time had slip by.
I guess when they break ups are hard i took it for granted and fool my by not believing it .( It's the worse pain I every felt I was depressed and physically sick hiding it from everyone I loved and who loved me .He was my first love and I great guy but I guess not my perfect half.)
