The beginning of the pain
You know when you have tried so hard and you just think to yourself that you have done really well and that everyone else around you will maybe appreciate what you have done and they too will think that it’s amazing but then someone comes and ruins you and just breaks you with there unnecessary presence and their mean and horrible words and then you soon start to feel worthless and like what you did wasn’t good enough that’s the part where a lot of people break you and soon you end up feeling like it meant nothing to them and the soon you just feel like it wasn’t good enough and you never will be well sadly that’s how a lot of people feel and honestly I have felt like that too and it isn’t the greatest feeling in the world and I wouldn’t want anyone out there to feel like that and if you do feel like that then my advice for you is to talk to someone because maybe you will find you are not the only one in this world that feels like that and I will tell you now loads of people feel like that so just keep that in mind when things go wrong.your constantly worried about the future to come and what might happen if you do something wrong . That’s how I always felt as a child I always felt like everything I did was wrong and I wasn’t wanted no matter what I did and that whatever I did wasn’t good enough and I didn’t know how to stop feeling like that and how to actually be happy I defiantly think that was and still is the hardest part, actually being happy .
