The mom..
As a mom I feel as if you should be Infront of your child to set a good example, but when the child learns and grows to a teenager a mom should be there to watch how far they've gone.
It's sad for I have skipped that part in life, as I wasn't around my mom for as long as I would've liked. When I have grown to a teen my mom had gotten worse.
Her depression has gone more steep inside her, the drugs have tooken over. She has been sent to a place of darkness after all of it, separating us between the bars.
My mom hasn't died but has been sent to the prison. A sad place full of sad and angry people. For there is only six years left for her there and it seems kinda long. Hoping she finds herself inside of that place
Learning how to become herself again. There is a little part of me that feels hurt for the things she has lied about in life, or the things she used me for.
Just one thing I need is for her to get better and become happy. Loving her and giving my support is all I can do now, I hope she learns and fixes the mistakes she has made and changes for the better.
You guys don't have to like this, I just wanted to get this outta my head. :(
