My Experience to a Cheater Girlfriend

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Summary

You've hurt me so much, that if i could turn back time. I would never ever let you, enter into my life........... You've broken my heart so much...... I hope you had a good choice.

Status
Complete
Chapters
3
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
18+

"WHY"

Why is it, that you did this to me?

Why?

Did I do something wrong to you?

Why is it you are like that?

Why are you hurting me like this?


I give you all that I have

My trust

My love

My time

My efforts


Is this my payment

Because I loved you more than anything else

Is this my ........


Wait did I do something wrong

Is there something wrong with me

Did all the things that, I've do for you is not enough.....

Is there someone else?


I thought your the that

God sent to me...

I thought your the right person for me.....


Why can't you love me like, I did?

Why can you be that selfish?

Why......................?


I choose you......

I always choose you........

I always choose you, even though there girls around me


Even though I know this time would come

You would be hurt me so bad

And that time is now

It finally happened


Just like what I guess

I love you so much more than anything else

But still you'd able to do this to me

Why can't you be loyal and faithful to me?

Just like what I did


Why is it you like to be so rounded by guys?

It feels like you it that way

Why did this things to me?


I love you more than anything else

And you know that.......

Maybe that is the reason

That why you did this to me


It's because I love you that much....

It is......., right?

So I'm sorry that I love you


Why is that your like that?

You've hurt me so much.......

Is this all I get for loving you?


You what you've won

You've break me into pieces

I don't know what will I do to fix my heart again....


Your the only person....

Who hurt me so bad?

And I'm so weak now.....


You don't know how I feel right now......

This pain is totally insane........

That I could accept death anytime right now......


I thought you could be a reason

Why I want to live on earth

This bullshit fucking world

The fucking world, who is so unfair to person like me...


I thought your the person

That I've been praying all this time.......


I thought all of a sudden my prayers had been answered........


But after all this time.....

Those are not yet answered

It would not happen because,

I know now it's not you......


Why..............?

Did I don't have a reason to be happy

Were is that person if it is not you.....

How many wrong people, would I need to incounter to find the right person?

How many painful feelings, did I need to incounter in this crazy life?


Does this pain is not enough........?

So I need more........ ?


How many pain would I going to incounter in life?

To find happiness.........

Tell me.......?


Don't you know I'm tired.....

So tired of living with so many pain inside....


I'm tired of this kind of situation......

The pain is totally insane.......

Living is not worth it........

I'm wishing to die soon........


The sooner the better......

I can't take this pain.....

I'm feeling right now........

And it's killing me inside......

Little by little......

It hurts a lot......


My heart!

I'm so sorry, you've been hurt again...

This is my fault......

To letting him in.......

I'm so sorry about that.......