Do you trust me?

“Do you perhaps love me?”

“surely I don’t, oh ang damn I forgot that mom’s going to visit me”

I ran along the streets, I bumped into many people but I can’t do it anymore. Her luscious silk black hair and her round thick glasses, her tired but adoring eyes makes her attractive, her personality is everything. I cant seem to break from this love of mine.

I loved her but I don’t know what’s stopping me, she looked disgusted she.. perhaps I should keep my distance. Days after days I did put a wall between us and I don’t mind it and either way its for the best.

{The other girl’s POV}

‘... oh I see she doesn’t like me’

I walked and walked not knowing where to go. I feel lonely.

I do love her but it feels like something’s missing. Can I even love someone like her? I’m confused.

‘...She’s keeping her distance, does she perhaps know that I have feelings for her? Is she disgusted?’

Days winded up, we don’t talk more often than usual.

Years passed, nothing happened. They get more distant day by day with only their feelings keeping them close. They want to become more closer but these years they just can’t see how to when its been years.

“That would be 514 dollars”

“Here”

*sigh*

“Is there anything I can do besides buy books written by her?”

Its been years since I asked her “Do you perhaps love me?” I can’t move on. Her books are beautiful.

‘...I found someone but I don’t know if he can make me feel the feelings I had with her. I then married him but I still cant feel anything, we stayed for 6 years and everyday I feel like dying. I don’t want to be with him but with her.’

“...”

‘Evelyn, I love you’

Tears shed, I felt a pounder in my heart. I wanna be with you.

I ran outside, I know her address. I laughed smiling sweetly knowing she loves me, I need her. I don’t care if I’m in slippers wearing only a t-shirt and long pjs, all I care about is you.

After hours and hours of running, I finally reached her place. I only saw a guy chopping something, I get closer and closer to see her getting her head chopped off.

“EVELYN RUN!!!! LIVE AND NEVER LOOK BACK”

‘Wh-what?’

I didn’t run but I came closer and closer.

“Evelyn..” she cried

“who the fuck are you? are you the lover she’s having behind my back!?”

I stared at her and paused

“SO ARE YOU THE GIRL?!?!?!??!”

I raised my head and confidently said

“Yes I am in fact her lover”

His face started to boil, he was angry, almost one of his buttons flew by how much he stiffen his body.

He blew a fist onto Evelyn’s face.

“ow...”

I smiled while blood dripped from my lips.

“Evelyn... I- I’ll go with you” she stood up

“Happy to hear that”

I couldn’t help but smile ear to ear. It was like some fantasy.

I walked towards him

“Oh would you look at that, she prefers to go with me rather than your pathetic fat pig self. If i was her I would’ve already killed you at our first night”

I was speechless, he’s intimidated.

I killed him, with a knife he dropped.

“Do you , Everleigh?"