The Bully's Marionette: Notice Me Fix Me

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Summary

Bianca had been trying to cope with survivor's guilt for years but only got bound, deeper and deeper into depression. What happens when an abnormally pestering stranger finally notices her drowning consciousness? Will she be able to accept the secrets he holds? **** As a teenager, Bianca only lusted over one thing the most, and that was to fit in. She didn't want to be quirky, like those girls who babble about being pretty all natural without makeup, the girls who swear to be painfully oblivious to the boys who chase them, the 'I am not like other girls- pick me's'. She never wanted to be the first Bianca, she wanted to be the second 'them'. Free. Accepted. Loved. A simple wish right? If you answered yes. Then she wishes to be you too. Get immersed in this coming of age novel. The heart wrenching Journey of a not so simple girl on her quest to be normal, physically... Mentally. The experience and consequences of bullying, false rumors and the trials of sudden love. Trigger warning [Read at your own Risk!]: This book contains serious topics such as traumatic scenes, Panic Attacks, anorexia, addictive substances, depression, mental illness and suicide.

Status
Ongoing
Chapters
3
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
16+

Prologue

Isn't it amusing?

How you could be drowning, on the brink of insanity, and everyone around you seems to never notice…

… not your best pals, not your family, relatives, everyone you thought you knew. No one.

Want to know something even funnier?

When someone finally notices, it's a complete stranger. A pestering one for some of us

As if we live in a world where strangers care about you more than the people whom you call family.

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Parents: You are too dramatic. Stop pretending to get attention, we are stressed out as it is.

Mirror: You are Ugly and fat, go starve yourself.

Society: We can surely do with one less of you in our midst, weirdo.

Depression: You worthless piece of shit, you would be better off dead. At least you wouldn't drag anyone down, anymore.

Anxiety: Everyone hates you.

Hoodie: I'd cover up your many flaws, I'd make you invisible.

Blades: I'd take all the pain away and deliver a rush of euphoria. A precious second to feel whole.

Her: Okay.