MUSINGS OF A AIRFORCE WIFE PART 1

…The year was 2015 as usual husband my Lalit was in the gym till late at night and the kids were playing in the basketball court in front of the gym I went on my walk around 8:30 and I saw my husband was running on the treadmill I asked him how much time will u take he said half an hour more so I said okay fine I'll listen to some music and I took his phone and I went outside with my husbands phone's my battery was dead in the calm night of the Gwalior Airbase I saw an unknown number call coming on his phone randomly picked it up and before I could say hello there was a woman on the other end with a deep slow husky voice she was like "sorry I was busy when you called me ...so we can talk now ''

it took me a second to understand what is going on I said who are you ? and she was like yeah who are who,?? is this wing co Lalit s number said where have you called and she said to wing co Lalit Kumar

I said I'm his wife

instead of feeling scared the woman was so confident of him in her life... she said" so ???'"

I said why are you having an affair with him do you know I have a daughter who is a heart patient and we have kids

I have already caught your emails and he told me he's not in contact with you anymore.....

Sharply she answered back rudely to me ......why don't you just ask him I don't chase him he does there was no fear in the woman's voice a kind of entitlement that obviously months of dating my husband meeting him sleeping with him getting gifts from him which I had caught from the online website sent to her address in New Delhi had made her so bold as to not feel scared of this relationship even though I was an abused wife a mother of a sick child and a very lonely woman

after this for months and months the things went on going south.

Years back already I had been facing domestic abuse but this infidelity this adultery hit me different

changed a lot of things, cuz... I didn't know what to do...

Every time he abused me... he used to apologize ... saying That was his love.... He was just not getting a way to express it in the correct way and I used to forgive him cuz somewhere inside I hoped that this was the truth

I was too tired for a revolution in my life thinking at least he loved me

but the confidence I saw in this woman about my husband's affection change my perception of the entire marriage

I was living a big L i e.......

Part 3

Musings of a Military wife