Betrayal
I left all the items in the department store picked up my kids and raised my car my mind In total confusion .....
This cannot be happening to me it never has things very bad in my life but not this I always had enough money!!!
I'm a mother I had to my husband was miles away in Rajasthan Jodhpur
It was almost 8:30 at night and we were 40 minutes from the airbase so I just started to drive my mind was blank and I didn't know what to do and I had no friends actually So I dependent totally on my husband I called him on the phone first he cut the phone because as it is there was no communication happening between us
Yet after calling him again and again
He probably got fed up and he picked up the phone and he said yeah....
This is the guy who forced me to break my engagement years back go against my family run away with him because he said that he will die without me....
And today as a father of my kids all he has to say to my phone call is"yeah "......
But that is not the point over here
I blindly asked him driving the car why isn't my card working I had no other bank account rather than his jointly
He did not answer the question ⁉️
I said it is roanoke's birthday tomorrow I had gone to the city to get some items and the card was declined there was a silent on the other end and all he said was it is blocked by me I said what???
He did not answer anything or leave me any kind of instructions as how I'm going to survive for the next 4 weeks that he's not coming home there was still one month for him to return to Gwalior....
I started blurting out something like do you know the kids are with me and we are away from the home can you answer me what you have done and how I'm going to go on and he just got the phone ...
There was no pain here in me already it
Had seen its death through years of the troublesome marriage it was just a kind of a panic as what I'm going to do next obviously because I was not alone I had three people dependent on me
And an abusive marriage had made me averse to creating any kind of close friendships in the base
I called him a few other times but he had switched off his phone so the next thing I could think of was to go straightly not to my home but to his commanding officers home which was a very bold decision for anyone even though my circumstances forced me to do it people in the military seldom discuss their private lives with everybody else cuz they are made to think they are so tough even though they will die they will not say that they are as close to that but my kids staring at me and the confusion of what will happen next have taken out all fear out of my mind of the society and all I knew was that this was not right!!
And something had to be done against it
So I parked my vehicle in the commanders Garden went straight to his home because at that time at night around 9 pm due to flying
usually the officers were not in home obviously his wife will be...the first lady of the station the highest after him
Mrs Swati Mittal wife of Air commodore Pankaj Mittal commandant TACDE GWALIOR
ME AND THE KIDS rung on the bell
And she came a bit shocked to see me at that time of the night in front of her front door obviously she gets something is a mess but she didn't look much surprised I would come to know later why was kind of expected because all of them were actually playing a very dirty game with me psychologically and financially
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