Chapter 1
When he laid me down on the table, I knew he wanted to take me right there, but he stopped himself. He knows what he is feeling is wrong, I can see it all over his face, but we both know we want each other. “How long can we put our feelings aside?” , is all I can think about every time he pulls away from me. If only I had met him first, then I know he would be mine, but fate works in mysterious ways. Maybe it isn’t meant to be, but don't we at least have the right to know what could have been. I know my brother would never allow it, I mean it’s his childhood best friend, but I can’t help how I feel, or how my body feels when I’m with him.
Before I can say anything he leaves the room and goes back to my brother’s room. I know how to get his attention. I walk to the bathroom and take a shower, making sure to use my vanilla soap and shampoo, his favourite scent. After I get out I change into a black tank top, one that hugs my curves in the best ways, and of course my white nike shorts that show the outline of my white thongs.
I head to the kitchen and make his favourite cookies, white chocolate chip. The smell flows through the house and sure enough I hear footsteps entering the kitchen, then they suddenly stop. I can hear him inhale deeply, like he has to catch his breath at the sight of me. This is going to be easier than I thought.
“ Sadie “ I hear him say in a deep, low mumble.
“ Yes Logan ? “ I ask in a curious tone, our eyes meet and he looks hungry, and not just for the cookies. I can see his eyes travelling down my body, making sure to take in every single inch. His eyes stop at mine, and I know exactly what he’s thinking. I paused waiting for his response, but he just maintained eye contact. I let out a sarcastic scoff and bent over to get the cookies, I could feel his eyes burning through me.
“ Did you need something ? “ I smirked, i can tell i’m getting to him, he lets his eyes travel down my body one more time before he says,
“ I wanted a cookie, but now I think I’m hungry for something else “ , I've never seen him more serious than he was right now. I know I have him right where I want him, but now he has to work for it. I smirk at him before saying,
“ Well you know you’re welcome to anything in the house, just let the cookies cool off before you get one “ before i walk right past him to my room, making sure to sway my hips while he watched, before i closed my door i say,
“ Goodnight Logan, you better take a cold shower before you get in the bed with Tristan tonight “, oh I’m gonna pay for that one. I hear footsteps running towards my door, good thing I locked it.
“ Sadie, you better open up ! “ I hear Logan yelling from the other side.
“ Not until you take that cold shower “ I say in a teasing tone, after 10 years I know exactly how to push his buttons.
“ You’re gonna pay for that one “ , oh i plan on it. I can hear him walk away from the door and I can’t wait for the punishment that awaits me.








