Abysmal Torture
Hands raised to the sky
Don't shoot
A ache in my side
Poison in my blood
I don't want this
I never did
But, alas
My fate is sealed
I abuse my own thoughts
Filling them with disgust
For myself
I'm hurt
I don't want to
But I hate what I am
I cry with hatred
My tears go unheard
Smoke filled,
burning eyes and soul
I wish
I want out
Sadness engulfing me
My own thoughts are torture
Anger is welcome
It distracts
Lashing out and gnawing teeth
Split tongue of a serpent
I love the chaos
But it destroys
Fire
Within me
Flaming ballerinas
Dancing around my head
Falling down in a deep dark hole
I can't get out
Is it possible?
It can't be
Climbing up from the depths of Hell
Pleading to the Heavens
Release my demons
Make me strong!
Am I strong enough?
I hope
This temporary eternal torture
It's too much
Breathe my air for me
Take this away
Beat my heart like a drum
Set me free
I only ask this one favour
I'm grateful for my life
But, release me from the ache
I can barely go on
The clichés is what I hate the most
People don't understand
They hurt me more
Just listen
Listen to my heartbeat
Litter my eyes with happiness
I long for the day
I am set free
Hold out a little longer
It's going to be okay
Another cliché is spoken
But it's true
Scars will never heal
But we live on
The wounded are all around us
Let us be aware
Don't let us suffer
Help us whenever you can
We still love
We still retain emotions
We are human
We should be loved
Love us for who we are
Unconditionally
Staring into the abyss
My happy place
There,
No one can hurt me.
