Lawlight

"I'm upstairs father." Light informed his father and his colleagues in the task force.

Without looking back he went into the elevator and pressed the button to his floor.

The door closed slowly and the elevator started moving. Light immediately sank into one of the corners and began to sob quietly.

He couldn't allow any feelings. Not to Ryuzaki, nor to anyone else. Everyone had to be seen as a colleague. And that was exactly what was bothering Light.

He had felt differently towards Ryuzaki for a long time than towards everyone else. He realized that during the three months that he and Ryuzaki had been chained together.

He had enjoyed Ryuzaki's company and during that time it became more and more clear to him how much it would hurt to be separated from him again.

He had gotten too used to his closeness and was separated from it without warning and should now pretend again that he doesn't need Ryuzaki.

Still sobbing, he got up and the elevator door opened. "Light-kun!" Light heard a voice that he knew just too well.

He quickly looked at the floor and walked past Ryuzaki. "Light-kun!" he repeated, but Light didn't turn around and quickly disappeared into his room. Never... thought Light. Ryuzaki should never see him like that again.

Light could no longer hold back his sobs. He had tried so often to forget Ryuzaki but never succeeded. Every little thing Ryuzaki did inspired Light's feelings and made him painfully aware that he could never forget Ryuzaki.

Suddenly someone knocked on his door but Light ignored it. He heard someone open the door, slip into the room and close the door behind them.

"Light-kun!"

Light tried not to sob up again and looked out of the window with a serious look, where the sun was going down. His face not visible to Ryuzaki, he wiped the remaining tears from his face.

"What is the matter Ryuzaki?" He asked, slightly annoyed. At that moment, Light felt pressured and cornered by him.

Without saying anything, Ryuzaki sat down next to Light on the bed and hugged him. He pressed Light's head against his chest and slowly stroked his hair.

Surprised by this touch, Light's stomach started tingling like crazy and he could no longer suppress his sobs.

Ryuzaki said nothing and just kept stroking Light's hair soothingly until his breathing had normalized. He felt how Light began to draw small circles on his chest with his fingers, which made a pleasant shiver run down Ryuzaki's spine.

Ryuzaki put his fingers under Light's chin and lifted his head so he could look into his light brown eyes. For a long time he just stared into his eyes, lost in the sadness that was hidden in them. Ryuzaki slowly moved forward. His lips brushed Light's and the warm breath of both mingled.

"Light" whispered Ryuzaki softly. "Tell me ... what makes you so sad?"

Light broke eye contact and looked down. "You ..." he breathed tentatively, while a single tear searched its way down.

Ryuzaki tried to understand what Light meant, but he didn't understand. "I don't understand Light ... what do you mean ...?"

Light looked up again. "You're doing something to me ... that I don't understand."

Ryuzaki understood slowly and carefully connected his lips to Light's.

Surprised, Light began to return his kiss.

Ryuzaki shifted his weight to one side so that he and Light were lying on the bed and Ryuzaki bent over him.

With the knee between Light's legs, he covered the neck of his real rival with tender kisses.

"Does that feel good?" Breathed Ryuzaki between kisses, knowing that Light was enjoying every moment.

All Light could answer was a weak nod. Ryuzaki ran his hands under Light's shirt and began to feel every inch of his upper body. When he stroked Light's nipple, Light gave a startled gasp.

Ryuzaki started penetrating both nipples. Light kept panting hard, as if he's trying not to make loud noises. The younger man's hand was now on his own member, still covered with cloth, trying to please himself.

Ryuzaki smirked when he saw how turned on Light was. Before he could continue, Ryuzaki had grabbed Light's hand and opened the steel of his trousers. "Seems to be pretty tight ..." he whispered and pulled his jeans down.

Light shot the blush in his face immediately. Ryuzaki took off his and Light's shirt off. With eyes puckered in lust, Light stared at Ryuzaki's upper body. His hands automatically moved to Ryuzaki's nipples and gently kneaded them.

Ryuzaki escaped a quiet gasps as he bent down to Light again and entangled him in a wet kiss.

Both tongues fighting with each other for dominance, the moans that filled the whole room, the sweaty bodies rubbing against each other, Ryuzaki's hot breath on his body, everything was so incredible for Light. He never thought he would ever be this close to Ryuzaki.

Ryuzaki broke the kiss and quickly pulled off his pants. When he leaned over Light again, he felt Light's hand on his boxer-covered member and groaned. He lowered his head into Light's shoulder and moaned rough tones in his ear. Immediately he noticed the goose bumps on Light's neck and began to lightly nibble on his ear.

Due to the wet breath and the gasping on his ear, Light got even harder and began to penetrate himself again.

But Ryuzaki noticed that and pushed his knee, which was still between Light's legs, up into his crotch. Light gasped immediately and let go of his member.

"Ryuzaki ... please ..." Light begged softly and threw his head back. He was about to come but before that happened, Ryuzaki took both of Light's hands and pinned them over his head.

"Not in such a hurry." Ryuzaki whispered and took off his underwear and sat down.

"You have to moisten my penis, otherwise it hurts, we don't have any gel here." Said Ryuzaki and pulled Light into a wet kiss. "Can you do that for me?" he asked and carefully pushed Light down to his member.

Reluctantly ,Light took the tip of Ryuzaki's member in his mouth and carefully licked the tip.

Ryuzaki's head immediately shot in the back of his neck and a satisfied moan escaped him.

Spurred on by Ryuzaki's reaction in what he was doing, he put more in his mouth and played with his tongue. Ryuzaki moistened three of his fingers with saliva while he pulled Light's underwear down and led his middle finger around Light's entrance.

Due to the unfamiliar feeling, Light had to groan, which also made Ryuzaki groan.

Light's warm mouth, his spit and the swallowing movements that he was imitating made Ryuzaki's thoughts stop and the only thing he could think about was Light.

Carefully he inserted one of his fingers and moved it. The second finger followed the first and Light's moan grew louder. With the third finger, Light let go of Ryuzaki's penis and screwed his eyes, contorted with pain.

Ryuzaki stroked Light's hair reassuringly.

He kept his fingers in until Light's expression became more comfortable and he started penetrating Ryuzaki's penis again. Ryuzaki pulled his fingers out of Light and lifted him away from his member.

His penis was wet with all the saliva. He looked at him with a smile. "Very well done." Ryuzaki said. "Now you get the reward." Ryuzaki put Light on his back and bent his legs so that he was sitting in front of Light's entrance.

"Ready?" He asked again and put his tip on Light's hole. "Y-yes ..." Light breathed and clutched at his bed sheet. Ryuzaki pushed his member into Light and groaned due to the unfamiliar tightness.

Light's breathing became more irregular and he groaned excitedly as Ryuzaki began to slowly move away, only to thrust back into him with more force. Ryuzaki lowered his head into Light's shoulder and whispered a hoarse moan in his ear.

"Is this your first time with a guy?" Ryuzaki asked with irregular breath.

"Y ... nhg ... y-yes" his moaning didn't allow for a reasonable sentence.

"And I'm g-glad that you are my first... nhg..." he whispered strainedly.

Ryuzaki nibbled lightly on Light's ear and purred an excited "Thank you ..." into it.

In addition to his thrusts, he began to stroke Light's member up and down. Light was now just a moaning wreck.

Ryuzaki was almost at its peak too. So he increased his thrust and came inside Light while moaning his name. He pulled out of Light and pressed two fingers into its entrance. He went in about two inches and massaged Light's prostate.

Together with the penetration of Light's member, a wave of lust overcame Light and he came panting into Ryuzaki's hand. Ryuzaki stroked Light's member even more so that he could enjoy the whole orgasm and then dropped down beside him, exhausted.

He put his arms around Light and kissed his neck gently until Light turned to him and connected their lips.

"Shall we go out to eat together?" Ryuzaki asked and looked deeply into Light's eyes while he stroked his hair. "Yes that would be great. Thank you Ryuzaki..." Light mumbled and kissed him on the mouth again before he slowly passed out and fell asleep.

Ryuzaki smiled and kissed Light on the forehead. Then he closed his eyes too. The two of them could eat later too he thought and fell asleep.