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Things which sometimes you know are your favourite and you choose them over and over any other things. It’s when you have a thought that what if I lose it or someone takes it and then you try to ignore that negative thought but sometimes it’s the sign of being more careful that ….(blank?)
So it starts with the chilli evening where I chose my green jacket as always for the night. It’s a feeling to wear extra confidence and adjust it around by pulling down from your chest and chin going up and back straighten… damn you wouldn’t realise it unless you lose in a bar while drunk. All the thoughts start knocking your brain cells starting with using the cloakroom. Keeping it in your hand. At least keeping at a safe place. Rethinking about the thought you did have been a bad idea tonight to wear it. You try to look around the place and have no luck. The second stage hits where you are now given up but still want to show it’s cool, it’s fine and keeps dancing and singing the memories of the jacket in mind. A person like me likes to get emotional and goes around asking if they have seen my green jacket. In this painful period, it’s fascinating how many wise thoughts come into your mind that scan all your life so far in a few seconds. Things you need to focus on and your shaky life and struggle where your eyes start looking down on the floor where you see your green innocent jacket. The moment ..yes the moment you resist picking up for a millisecond and then you grab it. That look, touch and style..yes the same old. Feel it...So where were I with my life problems? have I even got any? Till next time I lose something.…
