Never
It was never the same after the dawn of lights that came from nowhere, where wind blew slow and birds flew high. It was just the beginning of the questions and answers that was never found. It was, the mornings that starts without an ending, a journey with no destination.
Childhood was not supposed to be filled with bad things. It's a time of happiness and excitement, learning from experience and still holding on when you fail. But for her,it was the time of imprisonment, sadness and darkness where she couldn't find the light. Meeting expectations of other people was considered more important than one's true feelings and interests. Childhood became a series of faking and struggles. The cheerful smiles dissapeared. It became a race where you have to win, it became your future and your fate.
Can't take it anymore, can't hold on anymore, can't fake it anymore. And then she's off to her life of wonders and fantasies that was never known. A step out of the ring was better than she thought and she continues...