I don't know if I'm a girl or not
but I know so much that I can't
show myself now I've been seen as
different since childhood No one
knows what I'm like inside I'm
afraid to know Without knowing
what I think about myself inside,
what will happen if they see me
like this?
This fear prevents me from
expressing myselfBut I want
to express
myself and fulfill my dreams
I want to live my life freely
A long time ago I wanted to
show my talent in front of
people, but now I don't have
enough courage to show my
talent to people, I try to
talk to more people. But
something else happens and
now I forget to express my
feelings
But before I forgot myself, I
settled a new world inside me
as only I can see, that world
is the world of stories,
the stories that only I can
read. There is a big difference
between this world and that
world. In this world, people
hurt and talk, but in that
world as I have created with
my thoughts, I would fulfill
the dreams of my life which
I cannot actually do.
Along with fulfilling my dreams
and desires in the world of my
thoughts, I have also thought
of some stories that I will surely
tell you in the next few chapters.
