The Fault In My Stars
This is for my beautiful future wife my whole world Isis i hope you enjoy it love, WARNING: Blood/Gore/NSFW Scenes/Suicide Attempts/Rape
The main character faces overwhelming occurrences and trauma, she thinks of what she could leave behind a shimmer of hope seeps in at the thought of those she loves...what will happen?
I wake up opening my eyes realizing its another day full of fighting and pain I roll over pulling the covers over my head hoping to go back to sleep and not wake up My father makes his way to my room banging on the rim of the door way there not being a door to bang on “get your ass up and clean this house I’m not your slave” i open my eyes sitting up my legs still trembling suddenly remembering the events that had taking place last-night “Yes sir” i drag myself out of bed, dreading the pain, the cuts still throbbing from the night before. I make my way to the bathroom looking in my sisters room to see them sleeping silently i turn to the door of the bathroom walking in shutting the door behind me i sit on the side of the tub trying to shake off the buzz of the alcohol from the previous night. My eyes shoot to the door as i hear footsteps walking towards the door i quickly stand up and walk to the sink grabbing my toothbrush and toothpaste trying to ignore the door opening “hurry up i don’t want to wait on you all fucking morning” I sigh as he closes the door I hurry up and as I walk out of the bathroom i see my three year old sister playing on her tablet i walk over to her kissing her on the head as she makes the most beautiful grin grabbing my head down as she kisses my cheek i giggle and lean up pulling the cover up over her chest and glance over at my 10 year old sister still sound asleep with a smile i walk out making my way to the kitchen to wash the dishes (Later that day) “come on vah-vah lets go get in the tub” she walks over to my grabbing my finger leading me to the bathroom in my parents room i get her ready for a bath washing her head and body she jumps up to me to get dried off and i embrace her in a hug kissing her head i dress her and take her to her room which she shares with my other sister laying her on the bed and giving her the tablet (9:45 pm) I take another shot of alcohol hoping to forget the upcoming event about to take place about 8 shots in my body is limp i can see a blur of him on my the pain shooting through my body, my head rolls over not able to move my body in shock tears are pouring down my face as this continues for 3 hours, later that night he carries me to my bed i silently wipe tears from my eyes falling slowly back asleep.
(3 weeks later)
I reply to my friends on Quotev I get a message pop up in the corner of my screen showing a message from Isis i click on it with a smile-
[Good-morning Ruru] -I reply with a smile-
[Good-morning beautiful how was your night?]
[It was good how about yours?]
[it was stressful...]
[oh he did it again I’m sorry love I wish I could be there to help just stay strong]
[ I can’t wait to see you this summer]
-I glance over at the time (10:14 pm)- [So..do you want to try things tonight?]
A huge smile hits my face with the next reply soon my fingers are deep inside of me staring at you through the video call trying to desperately be quiet with low muffled moans coming through the computer my body moving with my fingers softly rubbing my clit as I’m climbing to a climax i hear a loud moan coming from you assuming you already hit yous as i whisper “did it feel good baby” her still breathing heavy “yes” i run my fingers over myself thrusting into my entrance hitting a high climax i take out my soaked fingers as i look at you licking my fingers in enjoyment, I soon fall asleep after we hang up later that night I wake up to him groping me i close my eyes tightly praying it will end soon i lay there helplessly not moving an inch of my body thinking to myself (it will be over soon just stay calm i cant believe i call this fucker my dad) it ends after about 30 minutes tears rolling down my face praying to god to end it all i wait until i know he is asleep in his room to get up quietly walking to my dresser pulling a blade out of the pocket of my jacket inching to the bathroom closing the door behind me i fall on my knees grasping the side of the tub holding the blade tightly i run it across my leg as deep as i can handle soon there are 9 gashes in my leg blood pouring down my thigh i lean back sitting in the tub and close my eyes as they roll to the back of my head letting out a sigh in relief the pain is overwhelming i sit there in tears with a faulty look on my face i look down at the blood drying on my leg i look over at the blade laying on the side of the tub and grab it in hesitation gripping it in my hand i place the end of the blade to my wrist keeping it in place overwhelming thoughts screaming in my head i close my eyes and think of a reason not to slide over a vein my body tenses up at the thought of my sisters..(what kind of monster would i be to leave them here)
TO BE CONTINUED.....
this is only the beginning of a long heartwarming series what will happen next?
