COMPLICATED...

without looking back and stopping for a single second I just ran untill I tripped over a rock and fall down . The dirt of the ground sticked on my gown ...

I stood up and when I looked up with a *ting* voice everything was dark nothing could be seen , I could just feel the cold air giving me shivers ......I was surounded by darkness and wind was dominating me .

I was tired ! tired of running I was running from 2 straight hours but the forest wasn't coming to an end

I couldn't understand what was happening with me . I guess ....I was stucked in a spell, no more energy was left inside me. I couldn't even utter a single word properly .. nothing came out of my throat .....

THERE WAS ONLY SILENCE....

untill I heard a harsh loud sound like a *ting*

it was more than 70 dB approximately

I put my hands on my ears as the sound was increasing higher.I was about to fall on the ground

I woke up , I finally woke up ! it wasn't a bad dream I am habitual of this I can't stop seeing myself helpless in my dreams. I was sweating really bad I took a glass of water and drank the whole glass of water in one go ...I was breathing heavily I tried to calm myself down then I turned off the alarm and lie down again as I wiped off my tears and started to overthink again ....

I was lost in my thoughts untill my mother screamed "wake up Christine !

if you won't wake up now you will be late for your college"

"yes mom" I replied like an obedient child

I stood up tied my hairs in a messy bun and went in the washroom .

Sigh~

I was just twelve years old when my parents got separated my mom never shared it with anyone why they got separated.....me and my brother lives with my mom .we moved to Chicago from

st Augustine with our mom

To be honest I miss my dad sometimes especially my hometown because weird things are happening in Chicago with me...

omg I was late for my college Maxie is gonna kill me I quickly got out of the washroom changed my clothes into something casual , I wore some makeup picked up my bag and rushed down the stairs I was about to trip but instead I bumped in my brother .....

he gave me an annoyed look cz his coffee was spilled on his shirt

" sorry " that's all I said and went to my mom to give her a morning kiss showing my shiny white teeth

mom asked me to eat something but I refused to eat because I have a habit of not eating early in the morning especially when I have to go to college I drank a bit of milk which my mom forced me to drink then I went out and ran to the bus stop scared of the fact I will get late but I guess I was 5 mins early I was waiting for the bus again I felt someone is staring me from the back I tried to ignore it but my brain forced me to look back, there was no one there i was confused I feel those stares everyday.....

The bus came as I entered Maxie pulled me and made me sit at the back seat of the bus I was shocked by her behavior

I asked , what happened?

she said that you know what ? Lucas invited you and me as special guests in his summer party

which summer party ? I asked while thinking about it

woah ! you don't even remember he throwed a party at his mansion our whole class is invited in his party

You think I will go ? no way !

You will go at any cost idc I will talk to your mom

But ......honestly , I don't want to go there

We will , because after all you are someone " LUCAS THE GREAT " likes

So what ? I don't like that freaking playboy I said getting annoyed by Maxie

Don't lie Chrissy ! Maxie said teasingly

shut up Max !

We reached the college the whole way Max was teasing me by his name

As we entered the college as usual everyone start looking at me sometimes...I hate myself for being so pretty I don't like being the center of attention but I always ends up getting everyone's attention.

No ! there is no one who gets jealous of my beauty like in other stories . All girls are my friends here that's one of the best part of my story ...

we entered the classroom and my girls I mean my friends pulled me in a corner and gathered around me

Jessica spoke getting excited , what are you gonna wear today ?

Racheal spoke , Did Lucas invited you as a special guest ?

other one spoke are you excited?

they bombard me with a lot of questions related to Lucas , it was nearly impossible for me to deal with them all at once.

I brusted out "STOP ! " and I stood up and walked out of the class ....

everyone was silent , as I walked out of class and accidentally bumped into Lucas causing his backpack to fall on the floor

I said "sorry" and rushed towards the toilet . I can feel him staring at me with his green eyes ....

I went inside the toilet and washed my face actually I wasn't feeling good that's why I came here , I took a deep breath and walked out of the toilet I came in the classroom as I stepped inside Jessica was about to speak something I stopped her and spoke" I am sorry guys I wasn't feeling good sorry for screaming at you all "

"it's okay bitch " " yeah it's ok" they all spoke and burst out laughing at my funny state actually I was looking funny doing this ....idk why ...maybe because I was hella nervous about it , as I was so rude with all of them before .