Heaven R Sowers

I may not be good at writing, but im amazing at school-

Yes or no?

Ya'll ever went through your ex's messages where you were just so in love, but then when you actually think about it you remember that they really didn't actually love you at that time because they lost feelings. But for f* sake you still love them deep down but you know it hurts too bad to bring those memories back so you push them down every f**ing time. And even your current boyfriend doesn't understand that feeling an he thinks that maybe you just are using him to get over your ex, but you know that's not true and that you just wish you would have never messed up. And now your thinking Abt everything you did wrong in your last relationship, and how sick it made you when they left you because you were deeply in love, but you still talk to them every now in then after a few years but at this point you just don't know what to do. Just me? F** bro I think I need mental help. I miss them so bad.

Hello friends! I have changed chapter 2 of the mistress and I think someone should give me feed back! Any takers? Thanks!

In The dark
In the shadows deep, she hides away,
Fearing the dawn of each new day.
Her heart feels heavy, tears unwashed,
with whispers of doubt inside her head.

Through empty streets, she wanders slow,
With dreams that drift like falling snow.
A silent plea, a longing gaze,
Lost in a never ending maze.

She watches stars through tear streaked eyes,
Wishing for solace from the skies.
Yet darkness lingers cold and vast,
A shadow of her finding past.

In lonely nights, she softly cries,
Beneath a sky of silent sighs.
Hope fades like echoes, lost and thin,
A quiet ache that dwells within

-A poem by me.
(don't copy without giving credits to Me (Heaven Sowers)Thank you for your cooperation)

it's been awhile since i checked in, i got a new account, it's micchi (devon now) how are you.?

Life has been great :D I've learned my toxicity and I try and improve but everyone is toxic in there own ways and just because I improve it doesn't mean its not there, I've lost lots of friends but gained less but more honest and loyal ones. There's a lot of rumors going around about me and I ain't even gonna lie its taking a tole on my mental health but I ignore it. And when someone asks I tell them the truth, its up to them if they believe me. I don't control how people think, talk, or what they do. If they don't believe me thats their choice. I'm in a healthy relationship and I love him dearly. I'm passing all my classes and have a 3.0 (Maybe even a bit higher but yeah) I love reading, I don't write often because in my past I was talked down on all my books. I still try though. Not every thing is as bad as it seems, you need the bad parts of life to have the good parts and thats just life. I'm going offline for a bit, I gotta focus on family, and my future husband. I love you all. Have an amazing day!

First off I put the fun in dysfunctional. Second off 7 more days till im free from this brace!

Holy fudge, I have never been loved like this. And I thank him everyday. He showed me that he truly does care and wants a future with me..I love you Caleb. I really do.

Hey, its been a while, you okay?