Jock Cummings

Dear good people,


Here I am in the quiet of early February 2026, finally able to sit still for a minute after the storm of the last couple of months. I wanted to talk to you straight from the heart about this place that means so much to me. My little spot here has always been more than just a home full of erotic gay stories. It’s where I get to pour everything into tales of heat, connection, and the kind of raw want that the boys in my head can’t keep quiet about.

You’ve been right here with me through every chapter, and I can’t thank you enough for that.

But things have felt heavy lately, and I need to be real with you about where I’m at.
Late December 2025 and the whole start of January 2026 were nonstop. Work was relentless, life kept throwing one thing after another at me, family stuff, random stresses, the kind of days where you collapse into bed with nothing left. Even when I did get a spare half hour, my brain wouldn’t shut off about the stories. I’d be scribbling notes on my phone or staring at the ceiling at 2 a.m. thinking about the next scene. I kept telling myself I wouldn’t let you down, that I owed it to the trust you’ve given me to keep showing up. Your comments and excitement have always been what keeps me going, and I tried to hold onto that promise hard. And I apologize when I failed.

However, in the middle of all that mess, it really sank in how much of myself I give to these stories. Hours every single day just planning, drafting, rewriting until it feels right. It’s not casual. When life squeezed my free time down to almost zero, I could finally see how much it takes out of me. The output slowed, the flow that usually comes so easy started to dry up, and it hurt to watch.
You’ve carried me through it. Your support, your messages, the way you stick around. TYhat’s what let me keep the pace and the quality even when I was running on fumes. But this time the exhaustion won for a bit. As you know, the Writer’s block hit hard. The pressure to give you something good built up, ideas kept spinning in my head, steamy moments and quiet ones too, but I had no space to let them breathe. Fear of disappointing you mixed with zero room in my schedule, and it all locked up. The harder I tried, the worse it got. It was a classic vicious cycle.


On top of that, I have to say it out loud: the subscriber numbers didn’t hit what I’d hoped for by the end of 2025. I put everything I had into this, and seeing them stay around 70 of you wonderful people felt like a punch. Please know you 70 awesome folks mean the absolute world to me. You’re not mere statistics, you’re the ones who make me want to keep writing. Still, the effort and the return didn’t line up, and that’s been sitting heavy.


So here we are in 2026, and I’m finally getting a little air. The big question is what comes next. I can’t keep giving almost every spare second to something that, no matter how much love I have for it, isn’t growing the way I need it to. I write these because I genuinely enjoy it, because your reactions make my day, but I also have to be honest about what’s sustainable. Burnout is knocking, and I don’t want to lose this space completely.
I still love our conversations, your comments, the way we bounce off each other. That connection is what makes this special. I’m just not sure what shape things should take moving forward. Maybe slower chapters but longer and hotter? Maybe try something different? I’d really like to hear what you think if you feel like sharing.


Thank you for being here through the good stretches and the rough ones. I’m not going anywhere yet, I just need to figure out how to keep this alive in a way that doesn’t break me.

Let’s talk it through together.

Much love,
JC

Dear good people,

My apologies for the delay! The new year is giving me a bad bad case of writer's block!
I am trying my damnest to get the chapters out! Meanwhile, please enjoy Kid! A tease for the next chapter!
Much love
JC

Dear good people,

My apologies for the new year silence. It's been a busy start to the year and the real world had me swamped! It's been wall to wall busy real life so my apologies to have neglected you!

Sorry to make all of you worry and wait for the next chapter. I promise I will have it up as soon as I can!
I will have some images up in the next day or 2!
Once again, sincerest apologies!
JC

JC, I’m worried about you, please come back and let us know you are okay! :/

Dear good people,

MERRY CHRISTMAS from me and the boys!

Thank you for being with me in our journey!
Sending love and hugs for the holidays!
JC

Dear good people,

Since it's Christmas, here's another goodie from Kyle!
And because I forgot to ask in the previous post, what should the varsity colors be? I went with a silver and white combo. (see Brandon's picture too)
What do you all think?

JC

Dear good people,

Christmas is upon us! Our boys wish you Happy Holidays!
How did you find the second chapter?
Let me know so I can be motivated to do the next chapter!
Much love,
JC