Shadows_Of_What_If

Hey all! Chatpers 15 & 16 of What Silence Really Means are up! Can't wait to hear what you think 💜

Hihi! How is everyones week so far? I hope everyone is doing okay.
I just finished a slam style poem that I am hopeing to get some feedback on, but I find posts in the poetry group tend to get lost, and not many people (if any see them) 😞 Do any of you have any experiances like that? Anyways, I figuered I could share it hear. Let me know what you guys think. Any and all thoughts are welcom. I want to know: do you love it? Hate it? Is there anything that feels out of place?

Okay well here it is. Hope you like it.Sorry in advance if the spacing is weired.
Content warning: contains mention of self harm (sorry! 😅)

What am I?

I’m bored.
No your not.
Then tell me, what am I?
Your stressed.
I’m not.
Theres tightness in your chest.
But it’s fine. I’m alright.
Are you really feeling fine?
I don’t know if it’s fine but I’m defiantly getting by.
You mean struggling to get by? Look how far you fell behind!
I’m not behind, I’m making progress.
Then where are those projects? Where is all your work? Why isn’t your room clean? Why can’t you stay true to your word.
So if I am not getting by, then what am I? If I’m not fine why do I still smile?
Your smile is fake; everyone knows it’s true. Your falling down a pit, you aren’t getting air.
At least I can sleep.
That’s bullshit too! Stop lying to yourself. Look in a mirror.
The mirror lies. It shows me a person who cry’s. All through the night. It shows me a person, who can barely open there eyes. It shows a person who barely even try’s. But that’s not me. So what am I?
You’re a liar. That’s what you are. A fraud in your mind. Theres no light in your dark. The mirror speaks the truth. But your to blind to see. How blind to you need to be. Before you no longer believe. The one in the mirror, that is you. With the scares on her arms. And the tired eyes too.
If that is indeed me, then why can no one else see? Why can they not tell, the struggle in me? And if I’m not okay, what am I?
Because no one cares about your struggle if your successful.
I work to hard. Too much.
But to them that is success. You don’t work too hard.
I have two jobs.
Part time. That’s hardly hard at all.
I’m also a student.
You could be a better one.
I am trying my best.
Put your best too the test.
If I’m not trying hard enough, what am I?
Your the one, who sits around. Who says I’ll start it later. Final product, never found. You’re the one who says, ‘I’m doing all right.’ Because you won’t accept the truth. The one who talks with a smile. But needs caffeine to survive. And not because you stay up working hard. But because you just won’t sleep. You’re the one who laughs through your tears. The one who fidgets your way through panic attacks. But your struggle is all in your head. You can leave it in your bed. You know other people struggle to. The whole world isn’t about you. So scar you arms. Cry yourself to sleep. But in the end. No one wants to hear you weep. And please. Stop asking: “what am I?”

Hi everyone!
I can't believe it's already November. Where did this year go? 🫣


Chapters 13 & 14 of What Silence Really Means are now out!

For those who made it through Chapter 12's cliffhanger... yes, you finally get answers about Chris and Mason. 😆


Now the important question: Was it worth the suspense? And what are your predictions for what's coming next? 👀


Happy reading! 💜

Heyy! Shadows Of What If
Thanks a bunch for the follow! <3 Also, if you ever get around to reading my book, do let me know what you think. I'd genuinely love to hear your opinions! 💫

Hiya , im perodero , have you seen my update on my story on chapter 8
What do you think
I will post chapter 9 -12 very soon
You will love it
I read your story
It's good
Especially the way you wrote it
Keep it in you have great skills for writing

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Chapters 11 and 12 of What Silence Really Means are now available!

I hope I left enough of a cliffhanger to make you want to come back next week haha. 👀

I can't wait to hear everyone's thoughts and predictions about what happens next!

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New chapters of What Silence Really Means are now available!



Since I recently reached a personal milestone (40,000 words in the manuscript!! 🎉), I’ve added 3 chapters instead of 2 this week haha.

I hope everyone enjoys Chapters 8–10!



Since I’ve officially reached 10 published chapters, I thought it would be fun to ask a few questions for everyone reading along. No pressure to answer at all! ❤️



❤️ Favorite character?


📖 Favorite chapter?

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Funniest moment?

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