Nacario Edriel

"Hope, is about getting another dose of inspiration from oneself"
---.1.13.2020.---

"WHO ARE YOU?” is not just that if, we sore higher. It is about, how you become yourself. It's about telling a journey on a gist of one's reminiscence. What keeps you moving, what do you want--- who you aspire to be? Into what extent are you willing to do, to make things right as you dreamt of it being you, by having and reaching it? Be brave enough to conquer. And prepare to unravel your own kind of puzzle.

We may not be able to reflect that deeply how blessed we are for the life He bestowed us, also, having the best parents we could ever had in our own perspectives as they meld you growing up. What matters more is that genuine happiness we gain from playing, watching and being with friends. Seeing things no harm, not a problem at all.

LATER ON, is when we build industry with other people or the immaturity of making yourself Superior to others. But still, you don't see it. Of course. You are just a few steps away from being an empty vessel. And it's not your fault, it's normal. The short temper, misunderstanding and selfishness you possess is just a sign that you are one in a million that is about to bloom, little by little.

Swayed by everything that the universe has to offer, wanting and wishing to experience such things that we believe can make us better, that we think can make us compose our vision and is substantial for the path we start thinking to go through. We're in fact a zero visibility path as you continue searching for more opportunities. Lots of options having no choice or even a selection of what to keep in mind and tracked down.

And, oh! Now, you are creating another dimension in mind. Elusively looking who really I am going to be, isn't it to be a teacher, a police, a doctor etc., and so, I have to reason out. Get confused. Change your mind minute by minute, by hour, a day or for how long? Keeping it your aspiration for a year or two and then, truth slapped the voice out on your brain and make you move. Change it. Hold or choose another? Go on. Life is the only constant thing in the world, indeed, our minds too. Deceiving eyes and unnamed decision puts you to your own kind of delusions.

CULTURE SHOCK, as we stepped on the higher grounds. New people, bigger surroundings and bulk of data to be loaded on. Learning how to do camouflage, to keep and change thoroughly as we perceive our own perceptions from the others' POV. You go and fail. Keep on trying.

Blinded by the things you think the best for you because of the fire in you, magnetized by the feeling that it gives you contentment. But, try to hold back, don't be excited to whatever you see and comes. It might take you wrong. Not limited by anyone but you, decide hypothetically.

Short termed set of companion (which we believed is for lifetime) over greater pick of persons to trust and tell. One wrong move and you'll be a stranger, wishing you never said a thing. Be wise, don't boast.

If you got mad, try to understand. If you does something bad, try to say sorry. If you feel insecure, don't blame others. Make yourself better with their help and don't think to isolate yourself and get even. It's not healthy after all, every bad thoughts inside you will be sooner or later replaced by acceptance. I promise!

Different level of understanding and level of sensitivity.

FOOLED BY someone who made you believe love won't hurt, but it does? It's a very tricky lesson to be taken care off, smoothly. But love doesn't hurt, what hurts you is the person who leaves and the thought that we can't accept what happened. One thing's for sure, you'll do understand, but it takes time.

It's not bad to be mad, to feel sad or anything. Whenever we feel our emotions getting into every part of ourselves, be it. Bind with the rhythm it sends you. It'll make you feel better but don't deal with it for so long. Don't be hypocrate and in denial. Because, the more we repress it the more agony it gives us, right? If you feel like crying, then cry. You may be weak for a moment but try to leave worries and hurt feelings behind. Stand again with your head held higher as you became stronger.

GOING HIGHER once more. Another battle ground. Life changing. Another chance to change, to grow and appropriately learn how to use your different kind of mask in order to get other people's approval, appraisal and affection which builds up the best in you in terms of your personality and self-esteem.

Even if you are not seeking for those things, be demure and mature enough or be bold and voice out ACCORDINGLY. It's another way of being yourself. Being real.

WHEN HARDSHIPS instill success. Just like keeping our mouth shut instead of cursing about our triumphs in the making. Smile and keep going, as humanity either see or don't appreciate your hard works. Mind your own.

Fighting without YOU inside you is like going somewhere else blindfolded. But with people who are capable of believing and seeing the best in you will be there, it is when failures becomes your greatest experience and conquer becomes worth it. And for those who don't like you, see them as an inspiration and not someone you have to revenge or get even, when time comes.

ALONG THE way, you'll meet somebody to teach you in any 'impossible' ways. It is also one's duty to see what those lessons are, what are they for and how much it'll means to you, for every other circumstances that is about to say 'Hey we meet again!', along the way. Maybe not now, but soon.

If, everything restarted as another paragraph of your life unfolds. Don't dwell on your past. Nothing has to hold you back. Keep in mind, those are the biggest part of who you are, now. Okay? It says that this paragraph is where you need to start making 'another' best part of you.

It's when even achievements, celebration and surprises doesn't matter, seeing yourself smiling but not genuinely happy is not a total threat. When, fame and fighting is replaced by silence, understanding, forgiving and giving. Wishing that you can go back on your childhood. To play, act and sleep like a child instead of studying, working and do some cunning sacrifices in your life. 'These are another realizations, part of your grown up transition'. That, at the end of the day, you will choose to be happy, continue life and is thankful that we have our loved ones beside us, we can provide what we need, we have a good health, is when it feels complete.

MANY ARE trapped there, in the midst of holding back and regressions. But, we have to settle ourselves and be back again with the reality. Not from the shadow that already fade off. Seek for a wonderful world ahead. It's your choice to make, if you'll be left behind or not. Happiness is still a choice.

Make this belief a myth: Growing up and maturity makes our life miserable and sad, please! It's your choice to have no choice.

BE MINDFUL of the things you used to believe when you started. Your dreams, your family and the world that is waiting on what you can offer. One way or another, a ray of sun will touch your heart.

Reflect and tell yourself, your childhood story up to now. See! You've come so far. Be inspired by you and keep going.

TO EVERYONE, may I say, He loves you! You are worth it. There's always a reason why you are here. Let go of your insecurities, hatred and cruelty. Choose joy over anything. Life is short, don't put effort thinking about the things that burns you out. No doubts, just trust Him!