Rafae

Happy belated Halloween! 🤭 [I forgot to wish you other than posting these. I kinda felt embarrassed so I didn't post these here]
All the messages included in the pictures were from either Halloween Eve or the day of Halloween itself. There were lots failed attempts that I couldn't include since I ended up throwing them out. Girl this is soooo embarrassing 😵‍💫 I made some of them in early October, while others were made at the end of the month. ( oh girl bye I'm a procrastinator) Unfortunately, I was out all day and night the day before, which resulted in a severe eye ache and headache on Halloween itself. Because of that, I feel like I ruined the painting and had to complete it in a hurry. I promise I'm not making up excuses! I used to be really good at painting as a kid, but I don't know what happened since then. The last time I painted was probably 6 or 7 years ago, around 2019 or 2020😭that could be another reason. I can hardly even remember LMFAO & I swear I'm still good at sketching; I just suck at painting. I promise I'll make sure to get you a better piece next time!
Love you!!!! 💙
[ also your shirt on the first pictured looked amazing when I first sketched it; I swear the paint ruined it. It wasn't that baggy at first.
Also, did you notice Doom & his friends?
And sorry for making you a Witch. Witch or Human, you look amazing either way. My prettiest star ✨️💙
And oh the last screenshot was from the day of Halloween.]

hii rafaee i'm sorry if i'm bothering you, i've been feeling so lonely and everything feels so difficult rn. i don't really have anyone to talk to... you feel like home to me. i just felt like talking to you😭

Happy Teachers' Day, Raffey!!!!💙🧚🏻‍♀️

[ignore the double bows on your hair, I accidentally added that😭😭]

Hey Rafae😁😁😁...I know you are here and guess what we are here too😁😁😁🥳

Hi rafae plz share obsession story on this app tooooo ....

Wait we can write here? Wah love this feature xd!!

I just unlocked the Story Crafter badge! 🚀

Rafae I am literally roaming like a ghost here😭😭😭

Hey Rafae, hope you are doing wonderfully.You are my biggest inspiration.

I am writing this on your wall today to share a little act of my courage, ughh I'm feeling nervous. You are the first person with whom I'm sharing this little act of mine cuz it all happened because of you, you are the inspiration. So the news is that I've finally started my writing journey with a short slice of life story, just uploaded on my page here on inkit.I want to share this with you cuz that one line from the dedication page of Obsession book inspired me a lot, a lot cuz this is the line that hit right where it needed to be.

For years, I was exactly like that little girl constantly forming stories inside my head but terrified enough to ever show them to the world.

When I sat down to write, it completely opened my eyes. It is just a short, single story, yet I spent countless hours revising, editing, and reading it over twenty times just to get it right. Now I realize how much time, effort, dedication, discipline, and what-not it takes to write a single page. I learned how frustrating it feels when you are out of words, or when no word sits right in a sentence. This realization caused my respect for you to increase a hundred thousand folds!

Till now, I was just reading, commenting, and enjoying your work. But now that I have actually written something, I am looking back at your masterpieces with a completely new perspective. whether it's Obsession, Secrecy, Throne, Golden Clover, Ravenous, and now Obsession 2.0 and Nefarious Pursuit. And doing all of these on YouTube in video formats? My god, hat's off to you!🫡🫡🫡🫡 I'm so grateful to be your reader, and my respect for you and your work has increased immensely. I cannot think how you manage to show up every single week without a miss, especially on YouTube. I'm so sorry for every bit of stress or pressure you might have gone through while uploading.🫶🫶

I wanted to let you know that you are the sole inspiration behind why my imagination is finally out in the world today. If you ever have any advice for a me please do tell me. Thank you, thank you so much from the bottom of my heart for being the writer who set this dreamer free.🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

And if you could wish me luck for this journey, I would be honoured. and if you ever get free time please please please do considered a quick read to my story😅 it is called "you can Breathe now" you can easily found it on my page.

And thank you once again for sharing every single masterpiece of your imagination, thank you for being such a wonderful writer thank you for being my inspiration.

So I'll see you next week on Tuesday,😉. Till then take care, have fun, live life, be safe, sending lottttttssssss of looooovvveeee 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🌷🌷🌷🌷
Form ~Tulip (Rafaetor)

Hiiiii Rafae!
Told you will meet you again after 2 weeks but guess we are meeting sooner! 🥰
The reason why I came back here again is to share something with you...

I have been preparing myself since you came to Inkitt to share this with you but I was not courageous enough to do it... Somehow I got some courage today so I wanted to share it before I lose it too so here we go! 🫠

You can call this a fanart maybe? I don't know if it is that big of a thing, but this is something I tried doing for the story which is the most closest to my heart, THRONE... ✨

Honestly speaking, I was not with you since the beginning of your journey... I discovered your channel during golden clover, and at that time I was reading throne... Throughout the journey of golden clover I was reading it and your past stories, and joined you every week from ravenous... Yet somehow, every single story of you in every single episode makes me learn a lot of things... Like I don't even know how to express it, I just forget the outside world existing when I start reading your masterpieces! 😭

And one of those masterpieces which is very veryyyyy close to my heart is Throne... I love EVERY single story of you but somehow Throne always has a little special place in my heart (sorry to all the others! 😭) every single character in that story holds a special place in my heart, my comfort story everytime! 🥹

Heaven and angel eyes have been the first people I have read about and since then, my love for fictions kept growing... But how many ever books I read, no one can replace them for me EVER. That's how much I love them and adore them... Not just them but every single character as I said before in this story, but the one I shared focuses on them and not others though! So instead of throne fanart, I may call it an heaven-angel eyes fanart... ✨

I like to do art and I wanted to do something for them too, so I got this random doodling idea one day and did this one a year ago... I don't know what to even call this but I just did it for my happiness... 💗

I wanted to share it with you but I didn't know how to do it, but I saw the feature of sharing images and videos in Inkitt, so I thought it would be great to share it here but as I said before I was not courageous enough till now! 🫠

I don't know if it is right to do this, if you will like it or not, if this is the right time or not, or if it is good or bad... But I just wanted to share it with you as a way of expressing how much I love your stories!
(I am also currently doing one for red lipstick too btw! 🥰)

Do check this out if you want to whenever you are free, and do let me know your honest opinions, even if you don't like it, cuz end of the day it's your story and your opinions will also help me to do better!
(I actually did a simple video with every doodle zoomed too but I am not able to share it here 😭😭😭)


Sending lots of love along with this fanart Rafae, take careee! ❤️