Sherrinford 221

Well, I did all I could. It is true that I was becoming something that I am not. From telling all those in pain and trouble to just 'Get over with it, it's not that big a deal' to living that deal destroying your cells. Never had I thought I would be one of those idiots who thought the world revolves around them. Well, I thought my world did. Why? because my world was just one person, the one whose presence in my life decided how my days will go and will my sleepless nights finally get cozy and warm. But there is no harm in dreaming, right? We are all dreamers. We read a good story and start imagining us as the main character, no one wants to be the side characters. We are in the lead, and our partner, we all imagine that one face, right? So did I. For every important step of my life that I have to take, i did imagine that face next to me. Every sip of a coffee without that person next to me felt like a waste. I wanted to look pretty, a bit sexy as that person's liking, not for me, for that idiot. And it's not draining or maddening, it's love when you think of them before you, when you pray for them first and wish they achieve all what they desire. Draining is realising that the they already stopped walking the beautiful lane you dreamt for both of you. They never felt that void having their daily sip of coffee. And then suddenly one day, you need to get on with your life. Not with the life you imagined, both with your eyes open and closed, but the life that was actually decided for you. You would have never felt that loss, never would have you felt that lonesome before. Yes, you will have your best friends being harsh on you for your behaviour, the constat just get over with it, that shit person wasn't even worth it would make your brain and heart crave for them even more. You will be promised a great life you have if you take the next step but you can't move your feet, they are jammed to that one moment which felt too beautiful to be forgotten. You get tired of everyone stuffing it into your brain that you are being too much when you only show a fraction of the pain you are living with. That is the lowest and the loneliest point of your life when all those close to you never realise what is it. It's only you who sees the real situation, it's only you who feel the real pain because it was only you who lived those moments. So, it will always be only you. You will never get the support you crave from another person, maybe that's why the happiest people we meet end up being the most depressed ones because loneliness takes their will of living. Talk to them before its too late. Listen to them before they speak their last ever word because they need ears not mouth to shut them up. No one is that naive, don't make them feel like an idiot who doesn't know anything. Be with them before its too late because only love can fulfill that void we feel.

I was suffering from a painful heartbreak when my man suddenly got busy, avoided me, scolded me and just left one day. I was devastated so your book He isn't perfect caught my eye and I read it. It restored my faith in love and made me realize I deserve better and I will definitely find love. And then I read A.R.M.O.R and I'm heartbroken again😔. So I ended up texting him again even when I decided I won't. We are back together now🙃

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Shades of the CEO is the very first story i read in this app and i finished it in 2 days! I could not stop reading until i finished it. Thanks for sharing your talent with us. Thumbs up for a job well done!! 👍👍

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Hi Sherrinford 221, I’ve read over your work Shades of the CEO and I like your story. I’ll try to check more of your stories later on, do you have any social media that I can follow? ^^

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Amazing stories. I know you will have a great comeback after those comments. You wrote very beautifully and please bring more! I need more stories from you.
Love.. Your reader